Time of your Life

WINTER HAS FINALLY ARRIVED

2012-03-02T11:57:00.004-08:00

In an attempt to not only blog more,

but to take out my camera more often,

I have decided to take a photo a day in March.
I forgot to take one for the first day of March
(apparently I am not off to a good start),
so here's hoping I can remember to do the rest of the month.
This morning we woke up to winter.
We haven't had much winter around these parts this year.
I have gone running at least half a dozen times in January
with blue skies and only a small jacket on.
I have actually been really loving my Australian winter - as I like to call it.

As I drove my son to school this morning.
I said, "Wow that sun is bright!"
It always is bouncing off the fresh white snow.
He said, " I love it! The snow is so sparkly and bright!"
Great perspective.
I should take look at the world more that way.

My shiny outlook on today.
For the first time this year, I get to wear my Australian UGGS!
Now maybe I should go out shovel the walks...
or maybe stay in and play with this little lady
who is also super excited about the snow.
I think I will choose the later.
Let the hubs shovel the walks when he gets home from work.

RIP SUGAR

2012-01-27T10:16:00.000-08:00

When Kevin and I had been married about a year, I woke up one Saturday morning and said, "Kev, I want a puppy!" He reluctantly agreed. Possibly to appease his new wife. Possibly because he didn't think it would really happen.

Since at that time we had moved into Kev's parents house, while they were serving a mission for our Church to Australia, we had to ask permission to get a dog. Susan says she thought we were going to tell them a baby was on the way. She laughed when all we wanted was a puppy. We got the okay and headed to the Humane Society of Utah to find a puppy.

We didn't find a puppy that day. We found lots of big dogs that scared me silly and I was a bit disappointed. As we were heading out someone asked us if we were looking for a smaller dog. I said yes please! They took us into a different room with smaller kennels and there were half a dozen medium to small sized dogs in there. There was only one dog who didn't bark at us. We asked if we could take her out and she immediately came up to me and licked my outstretched hand. I fell in love instantly.

Sugar became our dog. Our first responsibility. She wasn't a puppy. She was about 2 years old. She was already fully house broken and she hardly ever barked. She had anxiety when we would leave her all day. We would come home to find paper shredded all over the living room. We learned how to break that habit by playing with her before we left and when we came home. We loved Sugar.

When the kids came along she took it all in stride. She would sit by them when they were little babies as if she was their protector. She would wait at the high chair and for those little fingers to give her some food. Here are some pictures of Madi when she was little with Sugar.

Sugar was always there. Always constant. Always loyal.
Friends would tell us that they always knew when we weren't home. It was one of the only times Sugar barked. In our first home in Eagle Mountain she would go out at night and start barking. We would hear hoof beats as she chased the deer out of the garden. She was seriously the best dog in the world.

When we found out we were going to Australia we weren't sure what to do. Here we had a family dog that was already about 12 years old. In order for her to go to Australia she would have to be in a kennel on an airplane for 14 hours - the dog could barely survive a ride in the car 30 mins down the road. She would then have to be quarantined for 6 months. We didn't think she would survive this. We asked around and my nephew, Avery, wanted to take her home with him. We were thrilled. We were excited to know that Sugar was going somewhere safe and secure. Somewhere where we could still find out what was going on with her. She soon became Avery's best friend. Sleeping in his bed, following him around everywhere. They were best friends. When we left for Australia we didn't think that Sugar would still be around when we got back. She was old, but her heart was good. When we came home she was still there and she seemed to still remember us too! We were not about to take Avery's dog from him. We would give her loves when we saw her, but she wasn't our dog anymore.

This week my sister had to make a really hard decision. Sugar has gotten really old. This week she got really sick. The decision was made to put her to sleep. It was the right decision. She needed to be in a better place. She went peacefully to sleep on Tuesday night.

The kids were very sad when I told them. I was really sad too. My first dog. My loyal friend. Although I haven't taken care of her for five years, she will always be my dog. She will always have a fond place in my heart. I will miss her licks. Her crazy circles she would run around the house. How she would shake the whole bed when a thunderstorm came in or fireworks went off. How she loved my kids. How they loved her. Giving her baths in the backyard. Teaching her how to play fetch. Going on walks on quiet summer nights with her by my side. She was a good dog. She will always be remembered.

RIP Sugar you will always be remembered. We love you!

Mommy moments

2012-01-21T15:45:00.000-08:00

Mommy moments.
We all have them.
Moments where we wonder who's kids are those?
They can't possibly be mine.
I have raised them better than that.
This week I took all three kids to the dentist.
As I was making a follow-up appointment
I look over and two of my kids are fighting in the lobby.
Not just any fight.
One was taking the other to the ground.
The other was laughing and throwing my purse to the ground.
Immediately I thought, "WHAT IS GOING ON?
Those can't be my kids.
Everyone is looking at them.
How embarrassing for them, and yes for me as well."

Let's just say it was not a good moment,
but I got their prizes from going to the dentist.
I also got clean base boards, a car vacuumed out,
and clean light switches and door knobs out of the entire thing.
Yep! You bet I took them home and gave them extra chores to do.
Not a great way to start out time off track.

Love those mommy moments.
Here's hoping we don't have any more for a while.

OUR LITTLE OVER ACHIEVER

2012-01-10T10:02:00.000-08:00

(photo courtesy of Janae Cooper Photography)

Let me tell you a little bit about this little man of ours.
He got his first two teeth at five months.
He also began getting up on his hands and knees
and rocking back and forth at five months.
Then right before Christmas, at six months,
he decided that crawling would be a good idea.

For a while he was safe on the carpet
because he would just slip and slide on the tile.
That only lasted about five days or so.
Now he is everywhere,
and I do mean everywhere!
He seems to love cords the best
and he is drawn to the toilet.
The biggest problem he is quiet.
I guess with all the noise around he
figures he can just do his thing without anyone noticing.

He is pulling himself up on things.
Including the crib -
we had to lower the mattress quickly.
He has also begun noticing the stairs.
He pulls himself up with his hands on the second stair
just trying to figure out what to do next.
Last night the door was left open to the basement and he tumbled down.
Luckily we have only six stairs and then a landing
before it turns and you go down the next six stairs.

I keep telling him that he isn't supposed to be doing these things yet.
I am sure if he could talk to me he would say,
"But mom, I have so many others to keep up with, and they are fun!"

I thought that the novelty of having a baby in our home would rub off quickly.
Not so much!
This kid is adored by everyone.
Cooper is enthralled by him.
His sisters love him and try to "help" him constantly.
One such example of this was when Rylee decided to help him crawl faster.
He hit his chin on the floor and ended having to get one stitch.
Let me tell you that was a lot of work to get one stitch in there.
He will have a scar there always to be reminded that his first stitch came at six months.

The nice thing about Cohen crawling is that he is spitting up less.
By less I mean he probably spits up now like a normal baby does.
I am waiting until he is done spitting up to clean my carpets.
Let's just say that sweet potatoes may be one of the foods he likes,
but my carpets now have orange spots on them.
Haven't even tried the green foods.
When you come to our house,
don't get too close to the carpet it doesn't smell so nice.

He has definitely changed our lives,
this little man of mine.
He is a sweet boy.
His spirit is strong.
He smiles easily and laughs at the kids all the time.
He gives me hugs and tries to give me kisses.
He loves me it is obvious,
and I love him with all my heart.

You never realize how much your heart can expand
until you have a reason for it to do so.
Cohen is a good reason.
He is a true joy in my life right now.
I am so glad that he is here in our family!

2012

2012-01-05T14:34:00.000-08:00

Instead of New Year's Resolutions I started choosing one word to work on for the year.

Last year my word was HEALTH.
I think I did a pretty good job.
Getting back in shape after having a baby is hard work.
It is still a work in progress.

This year my word is RECONNECT.
I guess that is why I am finally back blogging.
I feel a bit like my life was swallowed up with new baby stuff.
That's normal.
It's okay.
I wouldn't change it.
I just need to reconnect.
I need to do the things I like to do.
I need to reconnect with my kids and husband.
I need to reconnect with old friends.
I need to reconnect with my Savior.

This year I am going to RECONNECT.
That means I hope to be back blogging.
I really want to learn how to use my camera and take better pictures.
I need to start scrapbooking again.
I need to read my scriptures more and really pray - I mean really pray.
Not just fall into bed and say a few quick words.
I need to go on more dates with my husband.
Where we don't talk about the kids.
Where we talk to each other about what is important to us.
I need to do more craft projects.
I need to really listen to my kids.
I need to spend more time with them individually.
I need to do more lunch dates with family and friends.
I need to laugh more with those I love.
I need to contact those I love in Australia more and see how they are doing.
I need to RECONNECT!

If you could choose one word, what would it be?

A NAME AND A BLESSING

2011-08-03T11:17:00.001-07:00

As a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints we do not baptize our babies as some religions do.
That we believe comes at the age of eight when a child can understand right from wrong.
Instead when a baby is born we give them a name and a blessing.
It is such a special moment for me as a mother.
This precious spirit just came from Heaven.
Through the priesthood a blessing can be given.
A blessing that comes from Heavenly Father himself.

Sunday was Cohen's blessing day.
It was such a sweet day.
We were excited to have so many family members there to help us celebrate this precious spirit in our family.
Cohen was dressed in white with a blanket crocheted by his grandmother for his special day.
He didn't make a peep as the blessing was given.
I feel so privileged to have been given these precious souls to watch over for this short time on earth.
Moments like Sunday make me realize how close to heaven we really are.
How many tools our Heavenly Father has given us to feel close to Him.
He is always right there to bless us and protect us.
We just have to reach for Him and feel His love for us.

SK8R BOY

2011-07-21T10:49:00.001-07:00

I can hardly believe that my little man turned eight this week.

I keep looking at him and wondering where the time went.

He is changing.
He knows right from wrong.
He is growing up.
I am proud of the person he is becoming.
What does every eight year old boy need?
Apparently a skateboard.
Must not forget the helmet,
a new grown-up version.
Safety first.
Especially when I am already worried about something getting broken.

After a few tips from his dad.
He was off....
...nothing can stop this kid!

"THE PIT"

2011-07-19T13:14:00.000-07:00

When I knew that I was going to have another summer baby I also knew that I would have to come up with a plan.

Kids don't care that there is a baby around who needs to eat, take lots of naps, and little else.
They still want play dates and outings to give them something to do.
I told myself that no matter what we had to have some sort of outing once a week during the summer.
That outing could be as simple as going to the park or as elaborate as the Children's Museum.

Last week it was free to go see the Copper Mine.
I decided this would be the perfect thing for us to do.
Little did I know we would have to wait at the base of the mountain for over 30 minutes just to get on the shuttle bus up there.
Due to it being free week and all the visitors, we parked down at the base of the mountain and rode a bus up.
I think if I had known that I would have paid the money later in the summer to go and see it
(I learned afterward it is only $5 a car - seriously would have been worth it).
Only because I had a newborn baby to deal with and a stroller and car seat as well.
Besides the shuttle bus and the wait it was a great adventure for the kids.
They had fun and learned something as well.

We can see the Copper Mine from our house.
It is where the mountain is a different color.
What you see is the inside of the mountain now on the outside.
(Here is a picture close up while waiting for the bus)
So what is on the other side?
"THE PIT" as it is called.
The cool part is seeing the BIG Caterpillars at work.
At first glace they look just like a regular truck.
That is until you see a regular truck following behind and realize that the BIG Caterpillars are about three times the size.
Cooper thought that was the coolest part.
The tires for the BIG trucks.
I remember going up to see the Copper Mine when I was a kid too.
They have updated the Visitor's Center.
It was very educational and also interesting for the kids.
I think it is worth a trip.
Now when the kids look West they can say they know what is on the other side of that mountain.

DENTIST OFFICE

2011-07-13T22:18:00.000-07:00

Every six months we have a standing invitation.
We pile into the car.
I pray that we will make it through with no tears,
and especially no cavities.
Today we achieved both!

Rylee was a big girl and even went into get pictures of her teeth all by herself -
for the first time!
She lay on the table without any problems.
They asked her what she wanted to watch on the ceiling mounted TV.
When they got to Sponge Bob she yelled "That one!"
The hygienist asked me if that was ok?
"Sure," I shrugged my shoulders.
"Some mothers don't allow their kids to watch it, so I have to ask," she informed me.
Should I admit that she watches it all the time at home?
Is that bad for a four year old?
Should I admit that I hate Sponge Bob,
but my kids LOVE it.
That I don't get it.
The humor is strange.
Not bad as far as I can tell,
just strange.
Maybe that is why they love it so much.
That is why I leave the room when it comes on.
I listen to them laugh from the other room.
I listen to countless episodes explained to me over and over again.
I still don't get it,
but apparently they all do.
Maybe I am not as cool as I think.

Oh well we had no cavities today!
What more could a mom ask for?

ONE MONTH

2011-07-08T15:50:00.000-07:00

I can hardly believe that it has been over a month.

I have to admit that I am tired all the time

(that is to be expected).
My body seems to be healing more slowly this time around
(that I didn't expect).
My house is a mess
(also to be expected, but driving me crazy-
thanks to my mom who came to clean for me yesterday!).
I seem to have no time to do anything
(I forgot about how much time newborns take).

When we go somewhere it feaks me out a bit to realize that we are a family of six.
It is harder to keep track of everyone.
I am the mother duck trying to keep the little ducklings in a row.
I had to get a few things at the store today.
Taking four kids to the store by yourself is exhausting.
It isn't going to happen very often I can guarantee that.

I will be the first to admit that I am not a big fan of the baby phase of life.
It is tiring.
It is exhausting.
It is overwhelming.
Then I look into these eyes....
...it is all worth it.
He is precious!
I melted when I saw his first true smile this morning.
He brings joy into our home.
I feel very blessed to have him in our family!

(photos courtesy of Janae Cooper Photography)

2nd MOMMY

2011-07-08T15:36:00.000-07:00

Cohen has more than one mommy...did you know that?

This mommy is almost 10.
She is often heard telling her brother and sister not to touch him, to be soft, and to stay away.
She loves to hold her baby brother and cuddle him.
A few days ago she asked me how I know when to feed him and what to do if he cries.
I gave her some tips.
Then I noticed that she took notes, and saw her writing down what I had told her in a notebook.
She is going to make an amazing mother someday.

MAKE EVERY MOMENT COUNT

2011-06-23T20:12:00.001-07:00

When it comes to having a new little brother around you have to make every moment count.

That means that as soon as you enter the door from school you have to hold him
(even before your after school snack).

You have to take a break to do chores and practice your music,
but as soon as it is time to read what a better place to settle down.
I walked in this afternoon to this scene.
Not a sound was made.
It was so relaxed and peaceful I had to take a picture.
Now I just need them to read him books!

HE'S HERE!

2011-06-10T18:17:00.001-07:00

Cohen Wayne is here!

7 lbs 10 oz
19 inches long

Here's the story.
No, I won't go into any gorey details, just the scary ones.
I actually went into labor.
Crazy I know, I wasn't even sure if it was at first.
We headed to the hospital in the unheard of hours of the morning.
They kept me all night long and the doctor came in first thing to do the c-section.
It was not considered an emergency since the contractions weren't doing anything.
Little did we know they actually were.
When my doctor began all looked well.
That is until he got to my uterus.
It was already opened.
As he put it, "The baby was looking right at me."
My previous incision had opened up.
The only thing keeping baby Cohen in was that my water hadn't broken yet.
SCARY!
This is my worse nightmare.
We are so lucky and blessed.
The doctor told us if we chose to do this again I would only go to 36 weeks.
Of course he wouldn't come right out and tell us that we shouldn't do it again,
but we understood that was what he was implying.

All is well now.
I am recovering and doing as well as can be expected.
We are "cooking" Cohen under the lights since he has jaundice.
Poor baby has been poked and "they suck out his blood" (as Rylee puts it) every day.
We are just so grateful that one factor remained to keep Cohen and me safe,
and that nothing more serious happened.
He is such a cutie.
His cheeks are to die for.
He doesn't cry much and seems very content.
The kids are thrilled and have helped so much.

A LETTER TO BABY

2011-05-27T08:41:00.001-07:00

Dear precious baby boy,

You are almost here! We are so excited to meet you and to feel of your sweet spirit in our home.
It has been a long nine months, but I know it will be well worth it in the end.
You have a loving family waiting to cuddle and snuggle with you!

Let me tell you a bit about this earthly family you are coming to.

You have an amazing oldest sister.
She is full of wisdom and love.
She is waiting to hold you and take care of you.
She will be your second mommy.
She loves music and is waiting to share that love with you.
She also loves her Savior very much.
She will be able to teach you how to stay on the straight and narrow path,
follow her!

Your big brother has been waiting for you for such a long time.
He is thrilled to have a little brother to pass along his wisdom.
He wants to show you how to dribble and shoot a basketball.
How to get the best grass stains and rips in your pants.
How to be loud and run fast.
Mostly he will teach you how to have a kind heart and how to think of those around you.
Learn from him!

This little girl loves you already.
She has heard your heart beating each month as we go to doctor's appointments.
She has a big heart.
She is practicing being soft when she touches a baby.
She is practicing many songs to sing to you when you get sad.
The two of you could have such adventures together.
Play with her she will love you always!
Love her!

I can't even begin to tell you how much your father and I love you.
I have wanted you in my life for a long time.
Now that you are almost here I am nervous.
I am nervous about my abilities as a mother.
I am nervous that I will have forgotten what it means to take care of a baby.
I will do my best.
Be patient with me!

Let me tell you about your amazing father.
I love him with all my heart!
I have known him for half my life.
He is caring and hard working.
He takes good care of us.
He loves this Gospel and honors his priesthood.
Watch him!

I can hardly believe that you are almost here.
I can't wait to see you.
I wonder what color your eyes will be.
Who's nose will you have?
Will you have curly hair like Rylee did?
Will you be full of energy like Cooper?
Will you change my life like Madi?
Our family will not be the same in a few weeks.
We will have you.
We will cherish you.
We will love you with all our hearts.
We will take care of you and cover you with kisses.
We will sing you songs early in the morning and rock you to sleep while the house is quiet.
We will survive our lack of sleep because we have you to hold.
Mostly we will be forever grateful that Heavenly Father thought we were good enough to entrust you to our care.

Love,
your mommy

(photos Janae Cooper photography)

BEING CONTENT

2011-05-14T08:27:00.001-07:00

Several weeks ago a friend taught us about being content in a RS lesson.

It got me thinking.
About the difference between being content and complacent.
It also made me think about how content I feel right now in my life.
For me feeling content is a journey.
I go up and down.
I always have so many things that I want to do better.
So many things that I want right now.
I am not really a patient person.
I have a project and want it done NOW!
Not in a few weeks or months, but NOW!
However, I am pleased to say that I do feel content.
I am happy with the way my life is going.
I am happy with my little family.
My little slice of heaven in my home.
My view of the mountains each day.
(I still can't get over that - I missed it so much while we were away)

I have also been thinking about my second home - Australia.
I think that I always will.
I think that it has become a part of me.
The beach.
The friends.
The laid back nature of the entire country.
The trees.
The memories.
They are part of who I am.
I need to go back and visit someday.
Not today.

Although I realize that I don't want to get complacent.
I don't want to think that all is well.
I want to improve myself and develop new talents.
I want to be the BEST I CAN BE!
I think for me I will always do this.
I just can't simply sit around and not reach the goals I have in place for myself.
I expect great things out of myself.
I see nothing wrong with that.

As I see myself today I am very content.
I am very proud of my children and the amazing people they are turning out to be.
I am happy with the progress we are making in our home.
Turning this place into our own space.
Making it a place where we feel comfortable.
A place where we feel love each and everyday.
I am feeling ready now to meet this little boy, who has been making my life miserable for the past eight months.
I want to feel his spirit and have him teach me.
I want to hold him and sing to him in the early morning hours.
I want to feel his GREATNESS.
I want to get a glimpse into the person that he will be someday.
I feel blessed that the Lord would put him in my care.

I am very content.
I am happy.
I love that feeling!

WHAT A DIFFERENCE A YEAR MAKES

2011-05-10T20:38:00.001-07:00

A year ago today we touched ground in Salt Lake International Airport. We were exhausted after flying for so many hours, yet so excited to be home. We missed our friends in the land of Oz and knew that we would never forget our time there.

As we flew over the Wasatch Mountains that morning I was so excited to be home. I also thought back, as I often do now, to all the many things I was able to experience while living in Australia for almost three years. We left behind so many friends. Thanks to the world we live in today they don't seem so far away and it is so easy to keep in touch. I am thankful for the friendships that I made in Australia. For the many women who made me feel at home in a country that had many differences. For the women who made me smile often and will always hold a special place in my heart.

We also left behind easy access to the ocean and the most beautiful beaches I have ever seen.
We left behind many interesting animals

But most importantly we left behind many memories that will always be a part of our family. Memories that have shaped us and will always remain with us.

We were welcomed with hugs and kisses and even a few tears. To yellow ribbons at my parents house where we would stay until we settled into a place of our own.

What a difference a year has made. I look back and think how time flies. I think of how badly I wanted to come home - so badly in fact that I think I forgot to enjoy every moment of my last bit of time in the land down under. I think of how blessed our family has been in the past year and a half:
- we found a job in the States amid economic troubles
- we found a house at a great deal due to the housing market troubles.
- we found a great neighborhood to live in, a place where we feel we are meant to be.
- we are going to welcome a new addition to our family shortly.
- we have spend countless hours with family
- Plus so many others that I can't think of right now.

I truly believe that if you put your faith in your Heavenly Father he will lead you down a path that even you never dreamed of. He will show you things about yourself that you never would have believed otherwise. He will give you blessings beyond your wildest imagination. If you are willing to travel with Him and follow His ways. The path may not always be easy. It may not always take you where you want to go. It will not happen when you think that it should, but it will happen. You will see that you are stronger than you ever thought possible. That you were meant for things greater than you ever could have imagined for yourself. You will see that with God all things are possible, and you can move mountains. I believe this with all of my heart, because I have seen it happen in my own life. I will never forget the time that I spent in Australia. A piece of my heart will always belong there. I will never forget the lessons that I learned, and the valuable information I gleaned about myself while living there. I will never forget how I had to rely on the Lord to get me through many times when I thought I couldn't do it on my own. He picked me up and carried me through and I am a stronger woman because of that. A year can make a big difference. For me it has taught me that I have been blessed beyond my expectations. That I have a Father in Heaven who loves me, and that memories will last a lifetime.

ANIMAL LOVERS UNITE!

2011-05-09T09:35:00.000-07:00

We had a fun and busy weekend again -

why do we always have so much going on on the weekends?

I still can't believe all that we fit into Saturday.

It started with two baptisms.
One for a good friend of Cooper's,
the other for a cousin who lives two hours away.
We were late for the second one, but made it for the important bits!
I have to say that seeing an 8 year old get baptized is so amazing.
They are so clean and pure.
The spirit was so strong and it was a good way to start out our weekend.
After the baptism and a delicious lunch Madi was on cloud nine.
Do you want to know why?
She is an animal lover,
she wants to be a vet when she grows up.
Uncle Jon is a horse lover.
They have nine horses at their house!

Even better they brought out Autumn and Madi got to brush her,
give her treats, and most importantly...
...ride her up and down the street with Uncle Jon leading her!
Seriously I haven't seen a smile on her face that big for a really long time!
She was so happy and is still talking about it!
In fact she is trying to convince us that we need a horse for a pet of our own.
(She complains about picking up dog poop,
I don't think she understands what it would be like to clean up after a horse.)

Rylee was really excited to ride the horse at first.
but soon got a bit scared.
I tried to get up there and ride with her to see if that would help.
It didn't, and I will spare you the pictures of me, and my big ol' belly, getting on a horse.
More funny was me trying to get off I am sure.

Cooper thought it was a bit bumpy,
but he tried that is the important thing.
THANKS UNCLE JON FOR MAKING A LITTLE GIRLS DREAMS COME TRUE!
SHE WILL NEVER FORGET HER FIRST RIDE ON AUTUMN!

BRAVE GIRL

2011-05-04T19:34:00.000-07:00

We have a brave little girl at our house.

Do you notice something different about her?
I will give you a hint:
It has nothing to do with the fact that she actually let me do her hair this morning.
Look a little closer...

...she was finally brave enough to get her ears pierced.
Yesterday was the day.
Yes there were tears, but only a few.
She got two suckers from the lady,
but wouldn't give her a high five when we left.
I am proud of my BIG brave girl!
Doesn't she look cute!

TEACHING MOMENTS

2011-04-29T08:12:00.000-07:00

I have been praying the past several weeks that I will recognize those little teaching moments with my kids. You know the moments that usually just pass you by, until later that night when all is quiet and you think to yourself, "Dang it! I should have said this instead!" Yeah those moments.

That happens to me all the time. I wish that I had the gift to say the right thing all the time and teach my kids in ever possible situation. Alas, I do not have that gift. Far from it. I am usually saying, "You are killing me kid!" Yep I say it so often that my kids say it to me now.

I want to be better at teaching them the things that will make them better people. I want to take every opportunity to help them be ready to live in this crazy world they are apart of. I am trying harder to notice those moments and to keep calm and say the right thing.

Last night Kev had a meeting. I was putting the kids to bed and let's be honest a tired, sore, pregnant lady isn't the most patient creature (at least not at our house). Rylee was driving me crazy so I told her that she could go sit in her room until we were done. She had lost her privilege to sit with us. After that came my teaching moment. Without a 3-yr-old distracting us we talked about what it means to be like Jesus Christ. How we can feel His love and how we can be more like Him each day. It was a special moment.

Next time I wish the 3-yr-old could be part of it. First she has to sit still for more than 30 seconds.

I am still searching for those moments. I am hoping that I will learn to grasp more of them. I am hoping that I can make a difference in the lives of my children on my daily basis. I am trying to be more like my Savior as well. He took every opportunity to teach those around Him. I am trying to do the same. Some day maybe I will be better at it, until then I will just do my best!

EASTER WEEKEND 2011

2011-04-28T15:43:00.000-07:00

I have been meaning to blog.

I really have.
I don't have any excuse other than that last weekend I wore myself out and have been paying for it dearly ever since.
I keep telling myself that I am exhausted because of my fun filled weekend, and not because I am currently 8 months pregnant.
I think I am fooling myself as I realize that another weekend is almost here, and I am still tired and my feet are still swollen.
I just need a bit more energy to finish up a ton of projects in preparation for our little bundle of joy in a month.

Last weekend was not only Easter weekend, but we fit in our annual Cooper Girl's weekend as well.
This is the time of year when all the girls 12 and older go and play for a couple of days while the boys take care of the kiddos.
I have to admit I really needed time away.
Although, it was brought to my attention, as we were driving away to go to Park City to "shop until we drop" (literally), that I am now one of the old ladies.
When did this happen?
When did I get old?
I was driving and everyone older than me piled into my car.
Everyone younger than me piled into my little sister's car.
Somehow I am an oldie.
I am still not sure when that happened.

We had a full day of shopping, talking, laughing, crying (sometimes the laughing gets a bit out of control and the tears just start falling), and walking.
My feet were a bit swollen before we left, but they got worse when we finally stopped for the day.
Although they look better almost a week later they are still a bit swollen - I guess this is how it is going to be.
I have never had swollen feet before and now I have complete empathy for those who get it every time they are pregnant.

The rest of my weekend was filled with
1. EGGS - hundreds of them
2. 18th BIRTHDAY PARTY - for the oldest grandchild
3. VISITORS - my sister and her family stayed at our house
4. EASTER BUNNY - he came for a visit
5. DINNER - yummy potatoes and ham the best ever!
6. BATH - finally a long, relaxing much needed bath in my big tub.
7. A DAY OFF - our kids had Monday off still for Spring Break so Kev took the day off as well to spend time with us. That meant sleeping in for me!
8. SERVICE - Monday night for FHE we cleaned the Church. We also fit in a visit to the temple with all but one of my siblings and their spouses on Friday morning, before we went shopping. It was great to be in such an amazing place with my family all there around me.

(our attempt to take a picture of all the grandkids (and Jules) - that is an almost impossible task)

This was our first Easter home.
It was fun to celebrate with everyone again.
I have missed activities like this.
Traditions that we couldn't participate in.

I was really glad for my Sunday School class on Sunday.
I decided to forgo the lesson in the manual and do an Easter lesson instead.
I am so glad that I did.
It was the only time I really sat down and thought about the reason we were celebrating Easter.
Christ suffered for our sins, his suffering makes me cry when I really think about it.
Easter is a reason to remember the happy part of that story.
He was resurrected.
He LIVES!
He is there for us each and every day!
How grateful I am for that knowledge!

ENTERTAINMENT CENTER REFURBISHED

2011-04-14T12:12:00.000-07:00

Have you ever finished a project and felt so proud of yourself?

A project that you knew would take a lot of work, but in the end it was well worth it?
Well I am project proud!
I feel like I accomplished something big!
It made all the hours of work, and the aches and pains it caused, well worth it.

I have been looking in the classifieds for months now for an entertainment center.
Something that will look nice, and also hide the TV.
Although I have found a few that are beautiful, they have all been way out of my budget.
A budget which is tight because we are trying to finish the basement.

That is until a few weeks ago.
I found one that was definitely within my budget.
Well within actually.
Within a few hours of it being posted on KSL it was in our garage.
Now what to do with it?
It is SOLID oak.
The color wasn't quite what I wanted.
I wanted something black and distressed.

For a week I sanded, spray painted, and wore myself out.
All to turn this:
(sorry the before picture isn't so good - I forgot to take one before we took off all the doors and such)
Into this:
It was a lot of hard work.
Seven cans of spray paint.
(Yes a can of paint would have been cheaper, but I knew that I would have to take little bits of time here and there and that spray paint would be easier.)
Not to worry Kev helped to spray paint the little cubbies as the fumes were a bit too much for me.
He also took it all apart and put it back together.
It is like a little puzzle trying to figure out where all the screws and hinges go.
I am glad it was him and not me.

I then went to Hobby Lobby and looked through the pulls and knobs.
I have looked at them periodically before and always wished that I had a project to use them on.
I found some that I really liked, and my lucky day they were all half off that day!
A little sanding and some stain and the whole thing looks distressed and makes me happy.
Now I just need to find some decorations to add.

31 WEEKS

2011-04-13T12:06:00.000-07:00

We are down to eight weeks - I can hardly believe it.
Since I get to schedule a c-section I only go to 39 weeks.

I have to admit that this is the most unprepared that I have ever felt before having a baby.
If only we could choose a name.
I keep telling Kev he just needs to conform and like the names that I do...hahaha!
Somehow he isn't going for that.

We are trying to finish the basement so that we have a room for this baby.
The framing is finally all done - but we still have a long way to go.
I am pretty sure it won't be done, but Kev is working really hard.

Thanks to a few friends in the ward giving me their old baby clothes I feel a bit more prepared in that area.
About a month ago I was afraid that this baby would be naked most of the time.
It is weird accepting service from those around me, but I am truly grateful for all the things that have been given to me.

I finally bought some diapers and wipes the other day.
The baby aisles give me anxiety attacks.
There is so much baby stuff I don't have.
At least I still have two months to go.

My back is actually feeling better.
Well manageable that is.
Thanks to a trip to the physical therapist and a priesthood blessing I haven't had nearly as much back pain!
No more full on spasms in the middle of the night.
Which I wish meant that I am getting more sleep - too many bathroom breaks.

I can't wait to meet this little guy who never seems to stop moving.
This little guy who kicks my ribs and sits on my bladder.
I am sure is going to be precious and well loved in this family.
We are all getting really excited to meet him and give him lots of cuddles.
Just have to make it through eight more weeks!

JUST JUMP!

2011-04-07T08:36:00.000-07:00

About a month ago we got out the trampoline and put it up for FHE (family night).
My husband thinks that the extra work of putting it away in the winter is worth it so it will last longer.
Me, I am still not convinced.
It was a great family activity.
I was surprised how much the kids helped and how excited they were.
Since it has been up it has been used almost daily
(except when it has been covered in spring snow...lol!)
Even when the weather isn't perfect they go out and jump.
Do you know how much energy is burned by jumping on a trampoline.
Of course I still worry that this one will blow away when the big winds come -
we have HUGE straps that hold it down.

I never thought I would own a trampoline.
When we lived in our old house before moving to Australia I made Kev dig a hole so it could go in the ground.
Safer that way.
He dug the entire hole by hand - HARD WORK!!!
His pecs were huge though!

When I was about eight (I think) I broke my arm on a trampoline.
There were three of us jumping.
You know the rules you jump and on the count of three you all fall down on your backside to see who flies the highest.
Well I went the highest.
In my memory the tramp was a small, tiny black spec underneath me -
I am sure that is not quite accurate.
All I know is that I went HIGH!
I came down on an outstretched hand to protect my fall.
My elbow took the blow and actually moved.
A trip to the hospital, surgery, two pins, and a cast later I still have fears on trampolines.
I hate jumping with other people - especially when they jump really high.
I always thought this would prevent me from getting one at my own house.
Obviously I have tried to suppress my fears for the sake of my children.
It still scares me when they are out jumping and one of them starts to cry.
I just imagine a frantic trip to the ER.
So far so good.
Fingers crossed and knock on wood.

Well since we have had the tramp up this time Rylee loves to go out and jump by herself.
Last year I used to get on and jump with her.
She keeps asking me to join her.
I keep telling her that I can't.
Really I can't imagine even trying to get my feet off the ground...hahaha!
The other day just standing there watching her was good enough.
So I got out the camera.
I LOVE what all the static of the tramp does to her hair.

I sometimes wish that I was more like my children.

I wish that I had less fears.
I wish that I could just enjoy the small and simple things in life,
like five minutes jumping really high on a trampoline.
For now I will try and suppress my fears and give them those joys.
I will turn away when they do flips and jump as high as they can.
I will tell myself they will be fine.
Until the first big injury and then,
to be completely honest,
I am not sure what I will do.

APRIL SHOWERS BRING MAY FLOWERS...

2011-04-06T15:33:00.001-07:00

...THERE IS NOTHING SAID ABOUT SNOW!

This past weekend we went from this:

to this:

in the matter of a day.
It wasn't that nice slushy, wet spring snow that melts by afternoon either.
It lasted for a few days.
During the break between sessions of Conference we let the kids get all decked out in their winter gear to enjoy the white fluffiness and to let out some energy.
The next few days are going to bring more rain and possibly snow.
I am really ready for Spring to just come - no more teasing us!
I am dying to see what the trees in the backyard look like with blossoms on them.
I can see the buds and I am sure they are going to be beautiful!

THE VALUE OF WORK

2011-03-29T10:42:00.000-07:00

I believe firmly that children should be taught the value of work. My mom always said that we had a HUGE vegetable garden growing up because we didn't grow up on a farm like she did, and she wanted us to learn how to work. I guess I take that to heart.

I didn't always appreciate all that my mom taught me about working hard. I hated getting up at the crack of dawn in the summer to pick and shell peas, weed the flower beds, and do endless chores. It wasn't really until I went to college and had roommates who didn't even know how to clean a toilet or unload a dishwasher that I realized what a valuable skill my mom had given me.

I believe that children can learn to work and do chores from a young age. You have to start out with what they can do. I have had several chore charts in the past. The last one I had was a chart I created digitally with their pictures on it and a few chores for each day. I realized quickly that while it gave them chores each day sometimes those chores didn't need to be done or we had a crazy busy day and they didn't get a chance to get them done.

When we moved I wanted a different solution, but wasn't sure exactly what. That was until I went to visit my sister in Idaho late last year and saw her chore chart. I knew it was exactly what I wanted. It gave me the flexibility I wanted, and well let's face it it was also cute!

I came up with my own version:
I took an old piece of wood my husband had in the garage and he nicely cut it for me the size I wanted. Then I spray painted it black and used mod podge to put on some papers I picked up at a scrapbook store. Then I got a cheap piece of fabric at Wal-mart and using my trusty sewing machine (which is a big deal if you know me - it took me an hour just to remember how to thread the thing...ugh!) I sewed pockets. I stretched it and stapled it onto the back of the board. I had to also staple along the top and bottom for durability. I used my Silhouette machine to cute out the words and also glued them on with mod podge.

I took craft sticks and also spray painted them black. I then literally walked around my house and thought about all the chores there are in each room. I created a list in word perfect of the chores that would only take at the most 5 minutes to do. I then simply printed that list out on digital scrapbook paper that I had in my stash. On one side of the stick is the chore and on the other side is the area in the house where that chore should happen.
So here is how it works. Each night after the kids go to bed I go through the chores and stick a few in their pockets. When it is a school day they get one or two, when it is Saturday they get about six, and when they are off-track (out of school) they get about four a day. They have to finish their chores sometime that day. When they are done they put them back into the bottom pockets that they belong. All organized, which I LOVE!!!!

As you can see there is even a pocket for baby #4 when he is born and gets old enough to join in. As you can see I am hoping that we are using this system for a long time to come.

I also created a pocket for a money chore. My sister didn't have this on her chart, but we had been trying to decide how to teach our children the value of money. They have a choice if they want to do that chore or not (if they chose not to do it the chore becomes their regular chore the next day). When they complete their money chore, we put a mark on a tally board and we have a pay day every couple of weeks. This worked out so well when we went to Disneyland. They spent the weeks before earning the money they could spend on their souvenirs. When we got there and it was their money to spend, and not ours, they realized how much more carefully they had to pick what they bought.

So far we have been doing this chore chart for a few months. Let me tell you, for me and my family, it works so well. No more nagging to get the chores done. I can be flexible and not give chores when we have a crazy busy day - which also makes me the favorite mommy in the entire world let me tell you. I can add more chores if they get that as a punishment. They seem to really like it as well. They hardly ever complain anymore - unless it is their turn to clean up the dog poop...lol.

I truly don't think it matter how you teach your children the value of work. I know mothers who give their children a few chores that have to be completed by the end of the week. I know some who have much simpler chore charts they use. Some just do chores on Saturday and tell the kids what needed to be done. It doesn't matter, but children need to learn that working hard is a great quality to have. They will never realize how important this lesson is until they get older. Plus, my son's future wife is going to love that he knows how to put away laundry, clean toilets, and clean the bathtub.

So what have you found that works for you family?

GREEN WITH ENVY

2011-03-28T14:50:00.000-07:00

I have been seeing moss covered things everywhere lately and I knew that I wanted to give it a try. I happened to have a big H that I bought ages ago thinking I would do something with it. I painted it green and then began to glue the moss on covering the front and sides. I used some left over ribbon that I had from another project. I do think I will replace it sometime. I think it needs to be thicker and a different color. For now it works well enough.

I LOVE how it turned out.
It reminds me of walks in the bush by our house in Australia where there was moss and greenery everywhere.

Although I don't really know what my style is I do know that I really like to bring the outdoors in. It makes me happy.

My mantle now.
It is coming along.
I am not completely happy with it, but it is showing promise.

OH MY ACHING BACK!

2011-03-25T08:29:00.000-07:00

I had a goal to blog every day in March - you can see how well I accomplished that one.
I have a good excuse - pregnancy.
Yep - blame everything on the little critter growing inside of me.
That works right.
I entered my 3rd trimester and my back immediately began giving me troubles.

For those of you who do not know (or remember) in my early 20's I was in a series of car accidents.
I always have to point out that I was only driving in one of these accidents.
Most of them were just minor fender benders, but one was a BIG one.
I was coming back from Southern California with a friend of mine.
I had reclined my seat to take a quick nap while she drove down the highway.
Just outside Barstow, CA she took her eyes off the road.
I heard that terrible noise that your wheels make as they hit the bumps on the road side.
I sat up, but silly me didn't put the seat up as well.
The next thing I know we were out of control, zooming across all the lanes of traffic on our side and rolling a few times.
I can still remember it like it was yesterday.
Getting out of the car and realizing how lucky we were.
See all our stuff strung out behind us on the freeway.
Realizing I was going to be sick and sitting back down (that's called shock people).
Getting put on a backboard with a collar and taken by ambulance back to Barstow (still not my favorite place in California).
For years I had chronic pain caused by this car accident.
It took years just to control the pain.
It didn't help that I had at least a half dozen more car accidents in those two years which caused whip-lash and the pain to come back.
(Remember I was not driving in those accidents - just have to point that out)
The pain still comes if I don't take care of myself.
If I don't exercise and stretch.
If I get too stressed out, as I carry that stress in my neck.
To this day I still have HUGE amounts of anxiety when we travel anywhere far,
well let's be honest even if we aren't traveling that far I still have anxiety.
I hate driving and avoid it if possible, especially if I have to drive on the freeway.

Back to my 3rd trimester and my back pains.
I always get them.
Carrying a baby is hard on my poor back.
This time it has been worse.
I can handle it in the daytime.
It is at night when I am woken up with my back in spasms.
Standing, sitting, and laying down don't lessen the pain.
I went to physical therapy yesterday.
We will see if that helps.
If not I may have to find a good massage therapist.

DECORATING

2011-03-15T16:08:00.001-07:00

I used to think I was good at it...now I realize not so much.
I walked around Tai Pan today.
I had to go to the doctor's office to hear the little heart beat and to drink the nasty orange stuff.
I figured I deserved Cafe Rio and a trip to Tai Pan.
I hate that nasty orange stuff - no way does it taste like orange soda (which I hate btw)!
I felt very overwhelmed by all the cute stuff.
I have realized that although I appreciated good style I am unsure that I have any...lol!
I have many things I want to change in my home to make it more "homey."
I guess I don't know where to begin.
I don't know what my style is...eclectic, shabby chic, romantic, who knows!
I do know that I need some help.
I am unsure where to find it.
I am waiting for my niece to graduate in Interior Design.
I have told her on more than one occasion that she can come style my house.
I have many more years to wait and I don't think that I can.
I NEED HELP! ANYONE? ANYONE? ANYONE?

IT'S COMING!

2011-03-10T10:37:00.000-08:00

My favorite season...it's is coming I can feel it in the air!

I have missed seeing the changes of the seasons.
I have missed being so elated when the snow melts,
the days get longer, and 50 degrees feels WARM!
Rylee and I have been going on walks the days that we aren't doing anything.
Oreo loves it too.
I notice that he is more than happy to spend time laying around the backyard in the sun.
I can't wait until everything starts to turn green again!

About a week ago I spotted these beauties popping their heads up out of the frozen earth!

Yesterday while at Costco I couldn't help myself.
They had bare-root fruit trees.
I bought an apricot and a peach tree.
I was debating whether or not to buy a plum tree - I may just have to go back!
Now I just have to figure out exactly where I want to plant them!

DISNEY TRIP - PART V (the ocean)

2011-03-09T08:10:00.000-08:00

It has been a while since we have seen the ocean and my brother's family has never seen it,

so we thought for a Sunday afternoon activity it would be perfect.
After going to Church in the morning and stopping by to see the Newport Beach, California Temple,
we headed over to Huntington Beach for a picnic and a play.
Oh how I love the ocean.
It wasn't a particularly warm day - it is winter after all - but there is something about the ocean.
It makes all your worries disappear.
The sounds of the waves crashing and the seagulls calling.
The salt in the air.
The kids seem to forget all the small arguments they have been having and just play together.

One little lady I know forgot, after a while that it was winter outside.
I looked once and she was blissfully jumping the waves with her capri's rolled up.
The next thing I see is her sitting in the water.
Did she forget that it is COLD outside.
Apparently she did.
She told me she was just so excited to see the ocean again.
I love this picture because it depicts that perfectly.
This girl has turned into a beach girl.
I wouldn't be surprised if she heads off somewhere warm, sunny, and beach worthy when she is older.
I think Australia spoiled her.
She will never be the same.

My little man did better.
He dug in the sand and got his feet wet.
He was on a mission with his planned city.
That was until the end.
Then he too was wet and the fun was over.
When you are wet and it is cold, a bit windy, and winter outside the fun stops.
The only smart one was the little one.
She stayed close and dug in the sand.
Not a drop of water on her.
We headed back to Aunt Shirley's and took warm showers, did a batch of wet, soggy laundry, and enjoyed a wonderful meal together.
Not a bad way to spend a Sunday while on vacation.

DISNEY TRIP - PART IV (all things boyish)

2011-03-08T18:21:00.000-08:00

While there are princesses and fairies at Disneyland there are also Jedi's, Darth Vader, and Darth Maul.

We were so excited to go to Disneyland with my brother and his family. Although we didn't spend all our time with them we did do some things together. The first day at Disneyland we saw the Jedi training while we were eating lunch. The kids wanted to do it. I thought maybe we would do it another day, but my SIL wanted to try it then. I am so glad that we did. I don't think we would have gotten to it another time. Our biggest concern was that they would pick one kid and not all three that wanted to try it out. We were so glad that they picked all three to do Jedi training.

(Max and Cooper are in the middle.)

(Madi is a young padawan)

It is so much fun for the kids - Disney is good at that! They teach them how to use a light saber (a play one of course it is dangerous to use a real one - you could cut off a finger). Then Darth Vader comes to try and turn the young padawans to the dark side. They each get a chance to use their techniques learned on Darth Vader or Darth Maul. They were both defeated!

One day while we were in Southern California we headed down south to LegoLand California. Kevin has always wanted to go there. While the rides aren't fabulous the mini LegoLand was amazing - buildings, cars, people, boats - some things even moved. They skyline of New York, Washington D.C (complete with President Obama and the family dog, Bo), there was even the Australian Opera House.

Grand Central Station had a plexiglass to show the inside. Of course Cooper found the bathroom - complete with someone standing at the urinal and someone sitting on the toilet. I didn't think the kids would like this part much honestly, boy was I wrong. They were mesmerized.

Kevin's cousin, who lives in Southern California, told us about a class that you can take at LegoLand. We went to check it out. Unfortunately only Madi was old enough to participate. She and Kev spent 45 minutes programing a robot to pick things up and to follow the path that they wanted it to go. The lady told Madi that she had never seen anyone get as far as she did! She enjoyed the time with her dad and doing something fun and different. If you are ever in Southern California I would say that LegoLand is a good place to visit. Just don't expect it to be like Disneyland. The rides aren't nearly as exciting, but the stuff made out of Legos now that is super cool!

DISNEY TRIP - PART III (bravery and excitement)

2011-03-03T08:31:00.000-08:00

All I can say is that I have very brave kids - at least when it comes to roller coasters and such. They seem willing to try just about anything. The last time we went to Disneyland Cooper was 2 and Madi was 4 - I don't even think we thought to take her on a fast roller coaster (even though she was tall enough). This time around they rode everything - and the faster the better!

Rylee surprised me. I wasn't sure how she would do with the rides. The first day we went to ToonTown to see Mickey Mouse and we rode the "Red Roller Coaster". She was sitting next to me and was super excited as we were going up. As soon as we started the trip down she looked terrified. I put my arm around her and tried to reassure her that she would be okay. I figured that was a pretty good indication of how she would be with the rides. Everyone else wanted to go ride again - so she and I sat out. About 10 minutes after they had left she turned to me and said, "Mommy, I think I want to try the red roller coaster again. I want to see if it is as scary the second time." I was a bit shocked I have to admit that she would be brave enough to do it again so quickly.
When everyone returned Kev took her again. After that she was hooked. She rode everything she could. She was actually mad that she wasn't tall enough to ride Screamin' because she wanted to go upside down.

I was actually sad that I couldn't ride any roller coasters this time around. The doctor told me that I could ride anything that didn't jerk me around too much - naming Space Mountain as a no no. That means that all my favorite rides were out. I sat out a lot, but didn't mind too much. People watching is one of my favorite things and there are many, many, many interesting people to watch in Disneyland. Plus I got to eat churros - another favorite at Disney, they seem to taste better there - and not share! SHHHH! Don't tell! The atmosphere at Disneyland is enough for me and seeing it through the eyes of my children is priceless!

DISNEY TRIP - PART II (princesses and fairies)

2011-03-02T15:36:00.001-08:00

Let's face it if you have a little girl in your life and you go to Disneyland you spend a lot of time searching out those elusive princesses and fairies. Cooper wasn't too thrilled about this. Especially since no girls were allowed to sign his autograph book. Rylee was on cloud nine and even Madi was thrilled to see the princesses.

One princess stands out to Rylee and that is Rapunzel. She has been to see Tangled twice in the theater. She got the whole set of princess barbies for Christmas from Santa and only carries around Rapunzel. She was so excited when I told her that she could meet her in real life. In the weeks before we went to Disneyland she kept telling me all these things she was going to ask her - things like her favorite color.

Although we had passed the line for Rapunzel several times it was always really long. She was in a special place with Flynn Ryder since they are new. Finally one morning I told Rylee today was the day, we were going to see her favorite princess. She brought along her Barbie version so she could show Rapunzel.

She was so cute in line getting all ready. She had a special place set aside for Rapunzel to sign in her autograph book. Finally the moment arrived. She whispered really quietly to Rapunzel, "I love you!" I wasn't sure if she heard her or not (Rylee does have a soft voice after all), but she did and thought it was so sweet. She gave her a hug.
I told her that she was Rylee's favorite princess and she was so thrilled that she had brought a mini version of herself. Both Rapunzel and Flynn Ryder took time to talk with her and to make her feel special. It was really cool.

(One last hug)
(Rylee's face after we saw Rapunzel - seriously on cloud nine!)

Cooper and Madi also saw them both. Cooper didn't want Rapunzel to sign his book - no girls allowed after all in a boy book. He was worried that Flynn Ryder would just hand it to her - which he did. Cooper didn't want to be rude I could tell and didn't say anything, so I told her not to sign it. Notice he is no where near the princess in the picture?
The other place we had to visit was Pixie Hollow. Rylee also loves Tinker Bell. This time Cooper and Kevin went and did something else. After standing in another long line we got to see Terrance, Tink, and Vidia.
I told Kev that I think it is funny that a regular person works at Disney and is the hot commodity. These princesses are sought after and chased through the park. All for those little girls to snatch a moment with them. It is like the paparazzi chasing them day after day. You could spend most of your time there searching for all the princesses. I think we did just enough.

DISNEY TRIP - PART I

2011-02-28T11:21:00.000-08:00

I am not going to bore you with all the details of our trip to Disney or with the hundreds of pictures we took. There are a few things that I don't want to forget so I will document those this week.

Our trip to Southern California didn't start off so well. Cooper and Rylee had been sick for a few weeks with what I thought was just a really bad cold. Finally the day before we were ready to go Rylee seemed to get worse so I took her into the doctor. Come to find out they both had strep. The nurse practitioner tried to talk me out of driving to Cali since it is so highly contagious. We decided to take our chances. Luckily for us we weren't meeting up with my brother until they had been on antibiotics for 24 hours so they weren't contagious anymore.

The day before leaving I spent several hours at the doctor's office and then another hour waiting for the meds. It meant that I didn't get the things done that I needed to in order to leave the next morning.

Both kids were also really congested so the doctor told us that we needed to use saline spray in their noses. We woke up the next morning to find that Rylee had a swollen eye.
I thought maybe it was from the saline but wasn't sure. I hurried to pack all our stuff (forgetting a hoodie for me in the process) and we went on our way. About the time we got to St. George we were starting to worry about the swollen eye and thought it was possible she now had pink eye or an allergic reaction to the antibiotics. We then spent several hours in the insta-care to get it looked at. They confirmed my suspicion that it was just the saline so we stopped using it. For a few days she looked like someone hit her in the eye, but then it was fine.

We then drove to Las Vegas where we had a room for the night and met up with my brother and his family. We decided to see a few things on the strip the next day including M&M world and the fountains.
Let me just admit that I do not like Vegas, or should I say the strip in Las Vegas. I don't like the feeling that is there and I felt very out of place the entire time we were there. We did have a very good conversation with our kids about it in the car as we were leaving town. Madi said that it just didn't feel very good. I think it was good for her to realize that the strip is a place where the spirit has a hard time residing. I have been to Vegas several time with just Kev, and although I have never really liked it, this time it was different to see it through the eyes of my children. As an adult we can filter out many things, but for them it is different. On the way back home we decided we would stay somewhere else.

DADDY DAUGHTER DATE

2011-02-15T11:18:00.000-08:00

Last week Kev had the opportunity, through work, to get free tickets for the last dress rehearsal of Sleeping Beauty at Capitol Theater. He called me to make sure that the night was going to be okay. We had to work around a few things, but in the end it was fine. He then called and asked Madi if she wanted to go on a date with him. She was thrilled to go see the ballet. The look on her face was priceless - I wish I would have had my camera and captured it.

I think it was pretty cool of Kev to sacrifice his night for Madi. Let's face it he isn't the most cultural of men. He wouldn't normally go to the ballet. We took Madi years ago to see the Nutcracker when he got tickets through work again. I know it wasn't the first thing he would have thought to do, but his daughter will remember it forever.

When I was helping her get ready and doing her hair I was amazed by how grown up she looks. She isn't my little girl anymore. She stands up to my chin (she measures on a regular basis). I told her that she isn't old enough to go on dates with any other boys except her dad until she is 16. She just grinned and giggled.

She came home late that night with a grin on her face and a little ballerina as a remembrance of her daddy daughter date with the best daddy in the world!

LOVE NOTES

2011-02-14T11:53:00.000-08:00

This simple notebook is filled with treasured notes.

Notes to and from two people who love each other very much.
It is not written in every day, or even once a month.
On special occasions a note is passed along.
Who ever has it in their possession chooses when and what to write.
We have been passing it back and forth for two years now.
Today it is my turn.
My turn to write a love note to the man that I am completely in love with.
The man who makes me want to be my best self.
The man who makes me smile every day.
The man I get to be with FOREVER!!!
xoxo

POSITION OF POWER!

2011-02-04T08:53:00.000-08:00

As a parent lets face it we are in a position of power.
We control what happens in our homes - more so when our kids are little.

This week I saw a story on the news that made my heart stop beating and literally made me sick to my stomach.
A mother had sent in a tape to Dr. Phil because she wanted help with her 7-year-old adoptive son.
He was out of control and she was out of control.
She was punishing him for lying by making him swish hot sauce in his mouth.
Then because he had done badly at school and acted out she made him take a cold shower.
I am not sure why this affected me so much.
I couldn't seem to stop thinking about it.
I had a hard time sleeping that night.
The next morning I found the story on Dr. Phil and watched the whole thing.
I was even more sad for this little boy and his story.
I feel for the mother for not knowing what to do.
But my heart breaks for that little boy who just needs love.
He may have an illness, an illness that needs to be treated not punished.

All week I have thought about this position of power that I hold.
All week I see that little 7-year-old boy when I see my little man who is the same age.
I have shed tears for this child.
I have found myself thinking about him at the strangest moments.
I have prayed for this family.

I think that as parents we need to realize that just because we have the power doesn't mean that we need to abuse it.
We can take it too far.
These are precious spirits in our homes.
Spirits that need to be nurtured and loved.
While not over indulged.
It is a hard line sometimes when you are at the end of your rope.
It is a line that should never be crossed.
I fully believe that children should suffer consequences for their actions.
But the position of power should never be abused.

I have had moments where I am at the end of my rope.
I have had many moments where I have had to give myself a time out.
I have had times where I just don't know how to handle a situation.
I am by far the perfect mother.
I don't handle ever situation perfectly.
I make mistakes.
I have had to tell my children I am sorry.

I am realizing that this position of power that I have as the mother doesn't mean that I can change my children to be the perfect beings I want them to be.
It means that my job is to mold them to be the best person they can be.
My job is to not abuse the title of mother.
My job is to love them and show them that there are consequences to their actions while not crossing the line.

I have thought about this little boy all week long.
I have pondered what my position as mother means.
While I am unsure why this has bothered me so much,
I do know that I can learn something from it.

FINALLY...A BOOK HE LIKES!

2011-01-31T09:59:00.001-08:00

I have been worried about my little man and his reading.

He is a great reader - that's not the problem.
The problem is that he won't read chapter books.
I found a stack of Garfield comic books at the DI a few months back.
I hit the jackpot.
HE LOVES THEM!
Comic books are good.
Joke books are good.
Picture books are good.
Chapter books are not good.

That is until I bought Diary of a Wimpy Kid for him.
We had rented the movie and he loved it.
Then he saw the book and begged me for it.
He promised he would read it.
I believe that books are a good investment so I don't mind buying books for my kids.
We brought it home.
He didn't read it right away.

Finally I told him he needed to read it.
HE LOVED IT!!!
Never have I seen his nose in a book.
That is until now.
Santa brought him the rest of the series (there are five books in total as of now)
He has almost finished book #5.
He read one book in two days because as he told me'
"Mom, it is just so interesting I don't want to stop reading!"

He tells me they are not chapter books because they are written in journal format.
That means they are written in days not in chapters.
Good trick huh!

Are these books full of boy humor and potty words.
You bet they are.
Are they engaging to my little man.
You bet they are!
I am thrilled.

What am I going to do when he finished book #5 - probably later this week.
I am not sure.
We are actually going to head to the library tonight for FHE.
I am going to ask the librarian if there are any other books out there like these.
I am sure that Captain Underpants may be a safe bet.
More boy humor and potty words.
Written like a comic book.
I am sure he would love them.

I am just thrilled to finally not have to fight about reading every day.
He won't stop even after 20 minutes.
He is excited about reading.
That makes me happy!

2011-01-28T09:59:00.001-08:00

I know two posts in one day - what's going on? I am as shocked as you are!

I have to document this scary night at our house.

Wednesday night Kev left around 9 to go play basketball at the Church as usual. About 45 minutes later the garage went up and I wondered why he was home so early. I figured that maybe not many people showed up or he was tired. He doesn't usually come home until about 11:30 or so.

As he walked in the door all I heard was "Stace, I need your help!" I couldn't see him and thought maybe he sprained his ankle or something and just needed me to look at it. I went around the corner and what I saw took my breath away. His face was swollen up and sagging. He truly looked like an old man.

He had a HUGE allergic reaction to something. I looked around and had no Benadryl. Luckily my mom did, so I quickly drove over there leaving Kev laying on the floor. At least she was much closer than the store.

I was a bit scared but trying to stay calm. When I came back Kev had moved and was laying on the kitchen floor. He told me he felt like he needed to throw up so he was heading to the bathroom and that was as far as he made it before he almost passed out. That scared me even more. I gave him 2 Benadryl and got a cloth to wipe his face to see if I could get rid of some of the allergens.

(After 2 Benadryl - surprisingly it looks a bit better than it did when he first got home.)

I could see that he was getting cold since he was laying on the tile floor without a shirt on. I convinced him to move to the carpet and put pillows under his feet. He was quickly going into shock. I was surprised how quickly he went into shock. I got him a blanket and gave him another Benadryl thinking that he needed a stronger dose.

More than once I wondered if I needed to call 911. His whole body was affected by the allergic reaction. His skin was all red and he had little hives all over. He was shaking and cold. His face was still huge and puffy. He couldn't open his eyes and was having a hard time talking because his lips were so big. I was worried about his airway. He kept telling me that he could breath and that his heart was beating normally.

Finally, to my relief, I could see the Benadryl start working. He took a bath not only to warm up but to get all the sweat and allergens off.

(Before heading to bed - several hours after he got home)

We finally headed to bed close to 1am. He was looking better and the Benadryl was starting to make him really sleepy. I was exhausted. I didn't sleep well. About every hour I woke up and listened to hear if he was breathing.

The next morning his face was still swollen. He spent the whole day laying around. He slept a good portion of it thanks to the Benadryl.

(The next morning)

The only thing I can think of is that I changed laundry detergent just this week and washed a few batches in it, and I know for sure that his basketball shirt was washed in it. He constantly uses his shirt when he plays ball to wipe the sweat off his face and out of his eyes.

He has had allergic reactions before to soaps, but by far this is the worst that has ever happened. I guess I may have to go back to making my own laundry detergent. Kev is going to try and get an appointment with an allergist to see if they can figure out what exactly caused the problem so we can avoid it in the future.

AUSTRALIA DAY

2011-01-28T09:46:00.001-08:00

On Monday Cooper's teacher called me to ask a favor. They are learning about continents and she thought it would be fun if I shared a bit about Australia. I told her that would be fine. We agreed on Wednesday. After I got off the phone I realized how perfect that was because Jan. 26th is Australia Day - the perfect day to talk about Australia.

Here is a little of what I took with me.

I had way too much material to cover in the 30 minutes she gave me I took closer to an hour. The kids were excited and paid attention.

I hope they learned something like:
- Australia is the 6th largest country by population
- 2/3 of the country is desert
- It is the biggest island
- There are some major landmarks in Australia: The Great Barrier Reef, Uluru, and the Opera House
- The Aborigines were the first people there
- Australia was begun as a penal colony
- Koalas are not bears

A friend of mine in Australia gave me the idea to play a little game with them. I got things around my house and had them guess by the Australian name what they were - lollies (candy), torch (flash light), and nappy (diaper) just to name a few.

I felt a bit intimidated at the beginning, but I had a good time.

SNOW DAY

2011-01-25T08:44:00.000-08:00

As I sent the kids off to school this morning the snow was falling down peacefully around them.

I watched them walk away in that peacefulness and relished in the quiet that it left my house.

Just the little one and I to do as we please today.

No big plans just a bunch of tiny little ones - play Memory, finish up the chore chart, laundry, take a nap, and read a bit.

I am hoping for a bit of peace on this snowy day. And getting a few things off my to-do list. Mostly I am looking forward to a lovely day in my warm house while I watch the snow fall outside.

Days like this are to be cherished.

SWEET DREAMS

2011-01-19T07:48:00.001-08:00

Normally I can't remember my dreams.

This is not the case when I am pregnant.

In the past I have had the strangest dreams while I am pregnant - it actually makes me wonder what I am dreaming that I don't remember.

I have had dreams in past pregnancies, the most memorable of which is that I was on the Mormon version of the Bachelor seven months pregnant - yeah I am sure I was one of the first to get kicked off. The Mormon version means less kissing and stuff in case you were wondering.

In the past few months I have dreamed:
- that Kev traded me off with a polygamist family. Not sure what he got in return. I got to take care of lots of kids and cook.
- that I was shopping and money was no problem. I could buy whatever I wanted.
- that I was decorating my home. I knew exactly what looked good together. Seriously my house looked like it belonged in a magazine. That's how I knew for sure it was a dream...lol!
- that Kevin and I were dating for about three years and he couldn't commit - finally had to give him an ultimatum (not sure what he decided because I woke up after that)
- that I was trying to escape on trains in a city being attacked by aliens

I am not sure why when I am pregnant I can finally wake up and remember the dreams that I have, but some are memorable that is for sure!

EVEN THINGS OUT

2011-01-14T08:07:00.000-08:00

We went in for the ultra sound on Wednesday.

I have to admit that I was a bit nervous.
Would they find anything seriously wrong with the baby.
Would the heart be functioning correctly.
I was having bad dreams for a week before.
Dreams of finding out that we had a serious problem to prepare for.

I shouldn't have worried.
The baby is healthy.
The baby moves around a lot.
I even had a contraction during the ultra sound and got to see what it looks like - kind-of cool.

We also found out that we are having a BOY!
Cooper was beyond thrilled!

I have to admit that I was 90% sure that we were having a girl.
It took me a day or two to wrap my head around having another busy, loud, energetic boy.
Now I am excited!

They just got a new ultra sound machine a month ago at the hospital.
It is so much clearer than any other I have had in the past.
We spent an hour looking at the baby.
We saw him yawn, kick his feet, wave his hands, and lick his lips.
He seems to like to have his hands up by his face.
Apparently he is quite the mover - although I don't feel it much yet.
I already love him!
Now to figure out what his name should be...

...and buy baby clothes since I gave all my boy ones away thinking we were done having kids.
OOPS!

MAKING FRIENDS AND FITTING IN

2011-01-11T08:31:00.000-08:00

My kids seem to do fine with this natural part of life.

Me...not so much!

I have never been one to "put myself out there!" I don't like to give too much away - I have been hurt too many times, by women in particular. I find myself testing the waters first. I used to say whatever was on my mind - silly most of the time - now I find myself holding back.

Due to this I always have a hard time being put into a new situation. I am often quiet when people first meet me. I always wonder if they think I am stuck-up. Really I just worry that what I say may be judged and people will think my ideas, and therefore myself, are not up to par. After I feel comfortable this is not the case, I will usually tell you what I am thinking strange or not.

Moving into a new place is not an easy thing for me. I am super excited to have my own house again. I love the area that we live in. I am finally recognizing more than a few people on Sunday at Church. It is hard for me. I feel a little on the outside.

Starting over making connections is so hard.

I try to act cool, but am probably not cool at all.

I know that I can't be the only person who feels this way. I should just put myself out there, but I can't.

Since sixth grade I have been searching for that perfect friend. That kindred spirit like Anne and Diana Barry in Anne of Green Gables (my favorite books of all time BTW). I have been searching for that person I want to tell all my thoughts to - besides my husband. Girl talk is different.

In sixth grade my BFF since I was five decided that she didn't want to be my friend anymore. True we were going down two different paths. I am glad in the long run that it happened when it did. But it hurts when the person you spend all your extra time with all the sudden ignores you and acts like she doesn't even know who you are. I entered Jr. High (seriously the hardest time in a young person's life) with no friends. I had to start all over again. I soon learned that I enjoyed being around the boys better. They are so much nicer and easier to understand. I spent most of my youth with the boys. With my BFF still ignoring me when we passed in the halls at High School. Then I went to college. All of a sudden I wasn't thought of as one of the boys anymore. They treated me differently, so once again I was like a fish out of water. After getting married it is almost impossible to have guy friends - except those made previously. Just safer that way. So I have been searching for my kindred spirit.

I am still trying to fit in where I live now. I spent three years in the same place in Australia before this and made some amazing friends, who are now so far away. I still don't feel like I put myself out there all the way, but I tried to. I am sure that some have forgotten me by now, but there are a few that I will cherish forever. I am thankful for the internet that it helps us to keep in contact with those we have become close to.

Once again I am feeling a bit awkward when I attend function with new people. Once again I am slowly putting myself out there. Once again I am meeting some amazing woman. Once again I am searching for another kindred spirit - although if I look back on my life I do have several of those in my life already, they are just far away and busy like I am.

I am also hoping this is the last time I have to be the new girl. The last time we move and the last time I have to start over. Here's hoping.

MY LITTLE SUNBEAM

2011-01-06T11:31:00.000-08:00

This little girl truly is a ray of sunshine in my life. I used to wonder why the Lord saw fit to have a four year gap between her and her older brother. I have come to realize why. I needed this little girl in my life as a baby when we moved to another country. I needed her bright smile and joy to help me through the transition. I think if I didn't have a little baby to take care of I would have had a harder time. I couldn't think about myself, I had her to take care of.

Sunday she became a Sunbeam. She went to big kid Primary. Kev had to take her since I have to teach my Sunday School class. I walked by and there were many tears. She was scared and nervous - even though she had met her teachers before. I felt my heart break for her. Her teacher is great and after a while it was okay for Kev to leave. She had a good time and has promised me that she will not cry next time - we will see how that goes.

It has been just the two of us for so long. She is my shopping buddy and my shadow. At times I wish that she had someone to play with and was more independent, but it will come I know it will.
She is a bit quirky (but not in a bad way).
She has a mind of her own and let's you know when she doesn't like something.
She still spends a good amount of her day bouncing. We always know when she is mad because she sings loudly while doing it. I know someday she will have to find another coping mechanism, I can't very well bring the rocking chair to Sunbeams or Kindergarten can I?
She smiles and give hugs to me easily, but to others they have to work at it.
They have to work to gain her trust.
She doesn't give her hugs out to just anyone.
I am so glad that she is part of our family.
I wonder how she will adjust when it isn't just her and me anymore.
When this baby comes will she be okay?
Note to self: we may need another rocking chair.

For now she is content.
She is full of joy!
She used her own money to buy a pillow pet
(the greatest thing since sliced bread apparently).
It's a pet and a pillow.
She didn't get one for Christmas, but she had enough money to buy her own.
She was so excited to hand the lady the "big money with faces on it"
Now her and Buzzy are seen everywhere together.
They even watched "The Bee Movie" together yesterday.

How I love my little Sunbeam!

WINTER B-DAYS ARE BACK

2010-12-29T21:43:00.000-08:00

I went from three years of spending my birthday here...

...but not this year.
I am back to spending my birthdays in the middle of this.
No more summer birthdays for me.
I have always wanted a summer birthday - at least I got three!

It was a wonderfully relaxing day.
Finished off by a trip to the Cheesecake factory with my favorite date!
He ratted on me and they sang to me like I was 8 -
not my favorite moment,
but I can live with that.

CHRISTMAS 2010

2010-12-28T15:06:00.000-08:00

Well Christmas has come and gone.

It was wonderful and magical.
So much so that I forgot to take many pictures...oops!
Being home for Christmas after three years away was truly wonderful.
Family helps to make the day come alive.

We started off our festivities by going to Temple Square to see the lights on Christmas Eve.
It was a great place to be when trying to remember the true meaning of Christmas.

We then came home and had hot chocolate and opened our one present -
new pjs of course.
We were shocked when we sent the kids to bed and didn't hear a sound.
Truly nothing was stirring.
We were hoping a trip to see the lights might tire them out - apparently we were right.

Christmas day came and went with fun presents, lots of family time, and good food.
I was reminded of how special I am to be with these people for ever.
All because of the birth of a small, innocent, little baby who would change the world!

Hope your Christmas was just as magical!

MEET FROSTY!

2010-12-21T11:04:00.000-08:00

Today we woke up to more snow.
The good wet stuff too - perfect for making snowballs and snowmen.

Meet Frosty.

(Rylee told me that I had to pretend that he could talk and that he had a hat.)

I realized this morning that Rylee has never made a snowman before.
YEP that's right a little girl from Utah.
She is deprived.
In her defense, and mine, she has grown up in much warmer weather.

She hasn't really enjoyed playing in the snow this year because she gets cold quickly - she only lasts about 15 minutes (it takes at least that long to get her bundled up).
I finally found a pair of snow pants for her - they make all the difference.
We just spent a good hour outside playing in the snow.

She wanted me to come out and play with her.
Of course it took some convincing to get me bundled up.
Since the other two kids are at school I had to give in. I am not a huge snow fan.
I love to watch it fall.
I love to sit inside where it is warm.
I hate driving in it.
I do love the beauty of a world all white with snow when it has freshly fallen.
I don't like going out into it much - it's just too cold.
I have to admit I had a good time with Rylee.
I guess I should venture outside more when the white stuff is coming down.

Now it is time for some hot chocolate with marshmellows!
(That's the whole reason you play in the snow right?)

Here's hoping this snow sticks around for just a few more days so we can have a white Christmas!

WHITE CHRISTMAS

2010-12-20T19:59:00.000-08:00

A few weeks ago I wasn't sure if I wanted all the white stuff around for Christmas.

I have to admit that our tradition of going to the beach seems really nice about now. I think that I will always treasure our Aussie Christmases for that very reason. It was super hard to be away from family on such a day, but we made it work for our family and have some amazing memories because of it.

Now all of a sudden I want snow for Christmas. Maybe it is because over the weekend it rained and melted all the snow. Today I was delighted to wake up to see HUGE fluffy snowflakes falling down all around. I am so hoping that it stays until Christmas. Although I think more rain is in the forecast.

SECRET

2010-12-08T20:31:00.000-08:00

You may be asking yourself where I have been for months.
Maybe you haven't even noticed - don't worry I won't take offense.

I know I have been such a slacker. There is truly a really good reason for my absence.
That's right! Baby #4 is on the way.
This is something that I have wanted for over a year now.
Kevin, well not so much. It took a while for him to get on board.

This time around I have been sick...REALLY SICK!
With the three previous pregnancies I have been nauseous all day long - no "morning" sickness here, try all day long sickness.
This time around it has been much worse.
Let's just say that the doctor is concerned since I am loosing about a pound a week.
I am now 13 weeks so fingers crossed it goes away soon.
Already I am less sick.

It has been so bad that Rylee will say, "Mommy, I am so sorry that you threw up again."
We had to tell the kids when I was about eight weeks along because I was always sick.
They were starting to worry.
They did such a good job at keeping our little secret.

Madi leaves me notes all the time of possible names for boys and girls.
She also tells me I am easy to serve because I am always resting.
I can't believe how helpful she has been.
We are trying to teach her how to change diapers on her new little cousin.
She's not really up for that yet - what she doesn't realize is I will have her trained soon enough.

Cooper is so excited. He keeps telling me he needs a little brother.
He also asked in the car the other day why I spend all day in bed.
First let me clarify...I do not spend all day in bed, although somedays I wish I could.
Kev explained that it takes a lot of energy for my body to help the baby grow.
He also asks me all the time why the baby makes me sick.
I don't know kid...wish I had a magic answer to make it all go away.

I showed the kids the magazine I got at the doctor which shows month to month how a baby develops.
Rylee takes it to bed and reads it.
She also loves to tell us that she has a baby in her tummy, as does pretty much everyone in our family.
At first we asked her where the baby was and she said it was at the doctor's office.

So that's where I have been.
Sick and in bed all day...wouldn't that be nice!

TWO DIFFERENT WREATHS FOR $5

2010-10-15T13:57:00.000-07:00

I am loving being in my own house and being so close to so many craft stores. This is something that I truly did miss in Australia. The only draw back is that I have so many craft projects to do now and I am sure I will never get caught up.

In the past several weeks I have found time to do two wreaths both of which cost me less than $5 to make. How fun is that!!!

This first one was super easy - it took me less than one hour to make it and that was being interrupted a million times by the kiddos. I simply took a wire hanger and bent it into a circle shape. I then took some left over fabric from a pumpkin project I did for Relief Society and cut it into strips. Then I tied the strips of fabric onto the circle wire. Super easy and fun!
Here is a close up of the fabric. I wanted fallish colors that weren't traditional. I actually love the fabric choices, but once I got it all done I realized that it doesn't look very fallish anyway...hahaha! Right now it hangs on the door to the unfinished basement, but I am thinking that it might look great in my room all year round. We will see. Here is a close up of the fabrics I picked.
I have to admit that whenever I go into a fabric store I am in awe with all the fun fabrics out there. I just wish I knew what to do with them. I wish I knew how to sew and make cute stuff. I guess this is the next best thing.

The next wreath is my book wreath. You can find the tutorial I followed here

Right now I have it above my new black and shiny piano! A place of honor right!!! I really love how the wreath turned out. I get compliments on it all the time. People can hardly believe that the whole thing cost me about $4 - including lots and lots of glue sticks for my glue gun. In fact I had someone tell me that she saw these same types of wreaths selling at a boutique for close to $50. Wow!!!

This was a time consuming project. It took me many hours to finish it and a few burns on my fingers later, but I love it. I love the way it looks. I also love that it is unique. Originally I only got one book from the DI for $1, but it turns out that I should have had two books to finish the wreath that I bought from the dollar store. Luckily I had a self help book (which I have never read) about raising children and the pages looked similar to the first novel that I used. I never thought people would really look to see what was written on the pages - yeah so wrong. People seem to always take a look.

I also think that this wreath would look really nice with fun scrapbook papers. It would add more color, but increase the cost. As it is now I think that I need to paint the wall to make it stand out more, but the monochromatic look isn't so bad either.

The piano has to sit in the corner of this room. It's pretty much the only place for it in the whole house. Because it is in the corner there are two walls that need something on them. I am still trying to figure out what will look good on the other wall next to the wreath. The wreath is so overpowering that I am unsure what to put there. Any ideas?

GOOD INTENTIONS

2010-10-14T15:01:00.000-07:00

My life is full of them....however, I don't always follow through.

I wish I did.

I wish I thought of others more than I thought of the next thing to do on my never ending to-do list. I wish that I could have it all and do it all.

I have very good intentions to do a mini preschool with Rylee so she can start learning her letters and numbers. So maybe, just maybe, she will stop spending most of her time bouncing in a chair all day.

I should have gone to help my little sister do her laundry or clean her bathrooms since she just had a baby - but then the little one got sick and I didn't want to bring that into someone's house with a new baby.

I want to go for walks every day and enjoy the fresh air.

I want to be more consistent with exercise.

I want to scrapbook again - it has been a really long time. The mojo just isn't there.

I want to help people around me.

I should be a better friend and talk to people more, send more e-mails, and see if there is anything I can do.

I really want to be a better blogger again - I used to have so much to say...now not so much.

I really want to do these things and so many others. I just don't seem to follow through. I am not sure why I don't. If I did the things that I want to do instead of the things I need to do would my house fall apart? Would the laundry ever get done? Would there be dirt everywhere? Who knows.

yellow, orange, and red...FOUND

2010-10-11T11:14:00.000-07:00

We decided to head back to the mountains yesterday to see the colors of fall. This time we went to Big and Little Cottonwood Canyons. We were originally going to go to Donut Falls up Big Cottonwood Canyon, but the further we got up the canyon we realized the colors had already faded. We went back down to the bottom to a picnic area and found a trail to follow.

Cooper had to leave his mark as always.
After we played a bit and walked around we decided that since we were so close we should go to the Temple Quarry in Little Cottonwood Canyon. It has been a long time since I have been there. All the stones to make this amazing, majestic building were carved from there. Kevin's great-great grandpa was one who helped with this amazing task.
We played in the dry river bed and climbed all over the rocks.
I think I found the next location for family pictures. So may fun spots.
Not a bad view either
It was a great way to spend a Sunday night. With the people I love the most in the most beautiful peaceful place. We even saw a mountain goat just as we were leaving way up high on the mountain. Madi had been searching all night and then he showed up just as we were getting into our car. What a great way to end the day.

WEEKENDS

2010-10-09T15:10:00.000-07:00

I love the weekends.
I love that we are all together as a family.
I love that we usually end up eating out and I don't have to cook.
I love that my house gets cleaned.

What I don't like about the weekends is the endless projects that never seem to get finished now that we have our own house again. Each Saturday we work hard to get stuff done around here. We fall into bed exhausted and need Sunday to recover - it's a good thing it is a day of rest. I know that the snow will begin to fall soon and I pray that the garden will be ready by then to plant for the spring. We have dug out the sod and put in two loads of mulch. Now we need to redo the sprinkling system and till. I am more than thrilled to finally get my hands in the dirt come spring time.

All of a sudden this week the temperatures took a downward turn. It is getting colder. The leaves are beginning to turn in the valley. There is snow on the tips of the mountains. I am FREEZING. Kev laughs at me and keeps telling me that I spent too much time in Australia. When those first snowflakes begin their gentle descent down my kids will be cheering and I will put on a happy face just for them.

Last weekend was a break from all the work. We got to sit around our house and watch General Conference in real time. On the couch. In our pjs for the first session. On Sunday morning my brother had two extra tickets and invited Kev and I to join them. Can I just say how I love being back where it is so convenient to watch Conference. Where we can sit and hear the words of our prophets and apostles. We can learn how to make our lives better.

We also had a visitor come to our house on Sunday afternoon.
Sister Hepworth - although we have to call her Charlotte now. She served her mission in the Sydney and most of that time in our ward. Madi loved her. We loved her example and her fun stories and games for the kids to remember how to pray and the 10 commandments. She was a joy to have over for dinner and to greet you each Sunday at Church. She came home from her mission a month before we came back to Utah. She lives down South but was coming up for Conference and asked if she could stop by. We were thrilled. Madi especially. Because of the wonderful example of this one person Madi is now thinking that she may possibly want to serve a mission when she gets older.

It was strange to see her as a "normal" person. With a boyfriend even. She was in jeans with no name tag. Her hair has gotten longer. All that didn't matter she is still just as sweet and just as wonderful. We are so glad she paid us a visit.

SEARCHING FOR THE COLORS OF FALL

2010-09-27T17:34:00.000-07:00

The days are getting shorter, the nights are getting cooler, but the days are still hot - unseasonably so. Which means that the leaves haven't really started changing down in the valley. I wanted to see some of that fall color so we decided that a Sunday drive up to the mountains would be a great idea. We headed up to Bountiful by the temple to one of Kev's favorite mountain biking trails. The trouble was, we didn't go high enough to see the fall colors in all their splendor. In a few weeks Mueller Park will be bedecked in red, orange, and yellow. For now it has a few trees that have turned, but mostly green still. We will just have to go back, or take a drive through the Alpine Loop next time. We did have a great time and even had a mountain picnic in a field of grass.

PLEASANT MORNING

2010-09-23T10:37:00.000-07:00

We have a visitor with us for a few days! This little lady is here while her parents get a little r&r together down south. Rylee is super excited to have her cousin here.

It is a beautiful day today. Although there is a touch of fall in the air it hasn't gotten too cold yet. So we decided to take the dog and walk to the park for a play.

Rylee finally mastered the climbing wall!

One of the things I love about fall is the sunflowers. It is amazing to see them in all the vacant lots and green space areas just growing in their full glory. Facing the sun and shining bright. I decided to bring some home and add a little sunshine to my house. I took some mason and jelly jars and put them in. Easy peasy. Instant brightness. I think I will have to take the girls out with me later this afternoon and collect some more.

UP TO MY EYEBALLS...

2010-09-18T09:11:00.000-07:00

...IN TOMATOES.

For a girl who hates tomatoes I sure have seen my fair share in the past few weeks. Not that I am complaining I now have some much needed supplies in my food storage. Kevin's sister was nice enough to share her surplus from her veggie patch (which is much more than a patch, but I love that Aussies call their gardens that). I got heaps of tomatoes (even some yellow ones), peppers, and onions to make salsa.

A week later I now have
43 pints of salsa - 2 have already been consumed by the Mr.
6 pints of yellow tomatoes
34 pints of red tomatoes
11 quarts of red tomatoes (ran out of pint jars)

Although I hate raw tomatoes I love them in sauces, soups, and salsa. These will all come in handy over the next few months. I think we are all set for a year - except the salsa if Kev keeps eating it like he is...hahaha!

PET STORE?

2010-09-17T13:28:00.000-07:00

We are quite possibly slowly becoming a pet store around here.

With new new dog - who has a few quirks. He has been chased down the street on numerous occasions - apparently the front door is a quick getaway. We have to be careful every time we open it. He pees on the carpets occasionally and drives Kev crazy - the joys of owning a dog. But he is cute - especially when he chases Cooper around the backyard.
(He also really needs a haircut)

Rylee is learning to be nice to the dog and has actually been biten a few times - just a tiny bit only once did it leave a mark behind. Mostly because she is hitting him with his bed over and over again or trying to pick him up. He is not trying to be mean, she just gets in his space way too much for comfort.

We also have Cooper's hermit crabs.
Hermie and Jack - apparently Jack didn't want to make his blog appearance. Definitely an easy pet. If your child wants a pet I would say get this one. Low maintenance for sure. The only draw back for Cooper anyway is that they aren't very interactive. They remind me of the beach and all the crabs we used to see digging into the sand.

The latest addition is Herbie the turtle
A cousin was looking to get rid of him. Madi loves animals and was sad that she didn't have her own pet to take care of. We told her that she had to do it all herself. So far she has. It is actually quite fun to watch the turtle eat and crawl around his tank.

I think we are at our pet limit.
Although......if I can talk Kev into it I would love to get some chickens for the backyard and get my own organic eggs. He isn't going for it.

CRAFTY GOODNESS

2010-09-08T11:27:00.001-07:00

Last night I was so excited to try something new. I found a tutorial here for some headbands. I really wanted to give the fabric discs a try. Last night after the kiddos went to bed I got out some fabric scraps and went to work.

The best part - they were practically free! I had lots of fabric scraps left over from other projects and the buttons were in my scrapbook supplies already. The only thing I had to buy was some felt for the bottom of the discs. I did have to buy a glue gun as well - not sure where mine went. I don't count that for the project because I will use it for many more.

Now I just need to get some elastic and put them on headbands. These one have clippies on them. I also think that a bunch of them on a boring t-shirt would be fun.

A few weeks ago I made this for Madi's door.
Now I have some other projects that I want to try:
be sign
button rings
book wreath

I also have my Aussie photos all edited to put on the wall. When I get them printed out I will take a picture and let you see them.

50th

2010-09-06T11:20:00.001-07:00

Kev's parents celebrate 50 years together this year. They are such good examples of how we should live our lives. They think about others often and serve with no complaint. To celebrate the family (most of us) got together for a weekend at Bear Lake at the first of August.

[I know a long time ago - been busy! We moved and then two days later went up to Bear Lake. I seem to have been swamped since then and haven't blogged about it.]

The best part was we went during raspberry days. That means fresh raspberries in shakes and for breakfast! My new favorite flavor for a shake raspberry oreo - to die for!!!

We stayed in this huge cabin. It was up on the hill and had a fabulous view of the lake.

Kev's sister was the mastermind behind one of the gifts we gave his parents.
See the beautiful lake in the background. I love the color of Bear Lake. The little lady is beautiful as well!

Madi was taught the art of spraying whip cream straight into your mouth.

Rylee has a new best friend - cousin Jared. He was so nice to let her tag along with him all weekend long. She talks about him every day.

This lovely lady is about to join this family. We are so excited to have her!!

Cooper and Jarom spent much of their time together doing this - cracks me up!

We played in the water - it was a bit on the chilly side.

Played in the sand/mud - no Aussie beach that is for sure. But the closest thing we have.

Of course golfing had to be done - Cooper got to be a caddy.

Games were played - lots and lots of games!

We caught frogs on the beach and then frog Alcatraz was made to keep them prisoner.

We rented a trampoline for an afternoon of fun. Although it wasn't what we expected we still had a good time.

We had access to the pool and played in there often as well. Finally a four man tower was achieved! Not for very long, but who is counting?

Most of the family made it - such an amazing posterity!
Congrats to John and Susan for making it to 50 years.
You are an amazing example to us all.

JUST PEACHY

2010-08-31T14:56:00.000-07:00

Last week I did something I haven't done in four years - four years is such a long time.
I did something that to me feels so rewarding.
Something that is extra good for my family and my wallet.
It took me hours of precious time.
Hours that will be well appreciated all winter long.
I bottled peaches!

This golden goodness will help feed us all winter.

No preservatives.
A tiny bit of sugar.
So much better than the canned version.
SO REWARDING!!!Not only that, but it is something to fill the shelves for food storage!
[It has been three years since I have done any of that.]

Can't wait for the next project...I want to bottle tomatoes and make salsa...
if anyone has extra tomatoes, peppers, and onions and would be willing to donate them to my cause I would love you forever!
Hopefully this year I will be in grape heaven as well - all with my canning buddy (Heather)!

GETTING SETTLED

2010-08-25T15:40:00.000-07:00

We have now been in our house for three weeks.
Most of the boxes are unpacked.
Almost everything has a place.
We are loving all the room and space.
The grass is green again - we were worried since it was dead when we finally moved in.
We have a new dog who seems to fit in nicely!

We have also had a few issues.
It is a money pit owning a house I suppose - there is always something needing fixing.
*A few weeks ago there was a huge rain storm - we beat records for the amount of rain fall in a 5 minute, 10 minute, and 15 minute time frame. Seriously it was huge. It filled our window wells full of water. Which began seeping into the basement. Good thing the basement is totally unfinished.
*Then on Sunday a freak microburst wind came through our backyard. First we noticed our big metal swing on the back patio sliding across the grass and heading for the fence. Kev jumped up knowing full well that the trampoline we had just put up on Saturday night was probably gone as well. Sure enough. It was not in our yard anymore. We could see it over the fence in the neighbor's backyard. The wind picked up the trampoline and blew it over the fence, hitting the neighbors house, and breaking their rain gutter. Looks like the money that the kids worked so hard on to earn a trampoline is long gone, and we now have to spend money fixing the fence and the neighbor's house. Somehow it missed all their windows and didn't break anything else. As you can see pieces even ended up on their roof. Needless to say the tramp is no longer functional, and we are trying to decide what to do. The kids did earn money for a trampoline, but we have been told that winds like this occur a few times a year. We don't want to risk it again. I told Kev that it looks like he is digging another hole. Either that or we just put the money into play equipment instead.

OREO JOINS THE FAMILY

2010-08-22T08:47:00.001-07:00

A dog was promised....

I have been researching to find the perfect family pet....

We went just to take a look...

This little guy was at the Humane Society...

He came home with us.

We named him Oreo...we are now a dog family again.

THREE SHORT WEEKS OF SUMMER

2010-07-31T09:37:00.001-07:00

First off I just realized that I only wrote 4 blog posts in the month of July (this makes 5) - seriously what a slacker am I? I am really hoping that my life will settle down soon and I can get back to doing all the things I used to do.

I have realized that I am not sure what to blog about anymore. My life truly isn't that exciting to be honest. I wanted to turn this into a blog more about my thoughts and how I handled every situation with grace and charm. How I am the best mom in the world, you know that sort of thing. Ok, not really, there wouldn't be anything to write about. I did want to make this a blog more about my day to day life and how I am learning and growing, but it hasn't happened yet.

To my credit I have been busy this month. We had three short weeks of summer and we have been busy. Due to the fact that we do year round school in the elementary school we attend, and the fact that we are new to the school, I didn't get to choose a track and got assigned C-track. Which means we go back to school earlier than I would have liked. Not that I mind year round school, I actually really like it, but I would have liked to have more time to relax. Not to worry we packed in tons of stuff and had a fun time. Plus on C-track we will be off again in a few short weeks for more summer fun!

The busiest things we have done have been for Madi. Since she pretty much skipped 3rd grade she is behind in a lot of things - mostly math. We spend a good portion of our summer break getting her to tutoring by her old kindergarten teacher. She seems to be coming along. I am hoping that by the end of this year she will be all caught up. Not only has she done a bunch of tutoring, but she has started the road to orthodontics. I took the kids to the dentist and they did x-rays. We found out that Madi has a permanent tooth coming in at a 45 degree angle. Which means it isn't pushing out the baby tooth and it is getting in the way of another permanent tooth. So we have begun orthodontics. So far just spacers, but in a few weeks she will have an appliance in there to widen her arch and to keep her from sucking her thumb (which she only does occasionally, but needs to stop).

Between all this we still had time to have some fun. We had to make the most of our three weeks!
A trip to Lagoon
A couple of trips to the splash pad
Many trips to the park and the library
A little boys turns one year older and took his cousin to Chuck-E-Cheese to celebrate!
Sleep overs with cousins and old friends
A trip to the dinosaur museum to meet up with Brookie's family
A trip to the swimming pool
Lots of slip and slide and running through the sprinklers
Many mud pies have been created
Lots of dirt has been played in.
Hopefully some memories have been formed.
Oh how I love summer time!

Now back to the grind and back to school, where the new teachers are LOVED and new adventures are to be had. Madi gets to learn about Utah history this year and is thrilled about that. Cooper is just excited to have "a super nice teacher who never yells even if we don't do everything right!" I told him it was only the first week that may change...lol!

First day of school photos (July 26th)

SPLASH FUN FOR FHE

2010-07-20T10:56:00.000-07:00

Last night for FHE we had planned on going to a splash pad close by. We like this splash pad because there is a park right next to it. So they can get wet and play at the park when they want a break from the water.

On Sunday I told my siblings that if they wanted to come they were more than welcome. We had a fabulous time.

We even brought cupcakes to celebrate a birthday coming up! Unfortunately there was a slight breeze and we couldn't get the candles lit. Oh well, they were still yummy!

Kev and I didn't realize until we got in the car that we were wearing conflicting attire. I guess opposites do attract!

LAGOON

2010-07-14T16:17:00.000-07:00

Kevin has been wanting to take the kids to Lagoon since we got back. We finally got a chance when Heather told us that they were having their stake Lagoon day. Monday was the big day. We dropped off the little one figuring grandma's and my sisters were more fun than Lagoon for her. Then we headed up to the park and spent the day riding the rides, eating snow cones, and getting a little sick from all the spinning.

I do not spin. I get sick just thinking about anything that spins endlessly. So I sat with the kids that couldn't ride the rides while Kev and Heather had a ball on all the "big kid" rides. That was fine with me. I did get soaked twice on Rattlesnake Rapids. That was a nice way to cool down!
Madi is so brave. She will ride just about anything. I think she gets that from her father. I did go up in the Ferris Wheel against my better judgment. I do not do heights. Madi told me I wasn't very brave and it was nothing. She wanted to spin the seat we were sitting in and I kept telling her she couldn't.
It was a fun, and tiring day. Cooper told me it was the "best day ever!" I love to hear words like that. I am glad that they enjoyed themselves and got to spend some time with their cousins as well.

ARRIVED!

2010-07-06T08:17:00.000-07:00

Last week this came.....

...FINALLY!!!

Now my parents garage is taken over with all our stuff.

All we need now is our own house...that is a whole other post of the waiting game...

Independence Day 2010

2010-07-03T19:13:00.001-07:00

For the past two years I have celebrated Independence Day in another country.

A country that has many of the same freedoms that we have in this country.
To be honest I missed being in the US during this celebration.
I am proud to be an American.
I am proud to claim this country as my home.
We are lucky that our country was founded on religious freedom and the right to choose.
While I am grateful for my time spent living outside the country and learning about another,
I am glad to be back.
Where the flag passes by and you stand and cross your heart in respect for those who have gone before and sacrificed so much to make this country what it is today.

In Utah when the 4th of July falls on a Sunday we celebrate on Saturday instead.
I wondered for the first time this morning how those who are not religious feel about this.
Do they think this is a crazy state?
Does it frustrate them that so many Mormons live here?
Do they wish that we just celebrated on the true holiday?
I am sure that they say yes to all of the above.
We enjoyed our Independence Day celebrations today.
We went to an actual parade - not one down our hall with decorated scooters.
We enjoyed the summer weather instead of the cold of winter as we went about our activities.
It's good to be back.
To wear our red, white, and blue with pride.
We are proud of the country we live in and the freedoms we enjoy.
Happy Independence Day 2010!

CAMPING!

2010-06-26T16:10:00.000-07:00

One of the things I really missed while living away was the mountains. There is nothing in the world like walking outside and seeing them fill up the sky. This weekend we went camping. I love driving up to the canyon and then getting out of the car and the smell just overwhelms you. There is nothing like the smell up the mountains - clean, pure, and full of pine!

We met up with some old friends. These two guys, Layne and Jessy, I have actually known since jr high - so about the age of 13. Kevin has known them since high school. It is so much fun to still have them be part of our lives.
We camped in a tent, ate delicious food, played in the hammock, and took a hike to a waterfall. It was fun and very, very dirty.

FRUSTRATED!

2010-06-24T09:30:00.000-07:00

Thursday's addition of WAS (world according to Stacy)

Our container is here...in Utah that is...costing us $100 a day...but we haven't seen it yet!

Apparently they decided that the entire contents of the container need to be searched. Seriously! Can't they just take my word for it - there is nothing there! At least I hope not- now I am a bit worried.

We thought we were going to get it on Tuesday. We are saving ourselves hundreds of dollars to unpack the 20 footer ourselves. So Kev took the day off of work. By 3:00 he was wondering what was going on and gave them a call. Customs has it still. We then found out the next day that they were moving it to a warehouse to search through the entire thing.

Guess who pays for the transfer to the other warehouse and the cost of the warehouse - you got it we do!

Needless to say we are a bit frustrated.

On a positive note - it looks like we might be able to close on our house next week! Always gotta look for that silver lining right!

THOUGHTS FOR THURSDAY - A DAY LATE OOPS!

2010-06-18T11:56:00.000-07:00

Apparently I had no thoughts yesterday...

Really I just had a busy day. Lucky me got to go to lunch with some old friends. It was so nice to catch up and see them again.

Then I helped my mom watch my brother's kids so he and his wife could go up to girl's camp.

It was also the school carnival.

We took three extra kids with us.

Just Kev and I and six kids.

I think we were crazy!

I can not imagine having that many kids all the time.

I am not sure I could handle it.

I would just be stressed out the whole time that I might loose somebody.

Really it wasn't that bad.

They were all well behaved and stayed close by.

Still maybe six kids is not in my future!

FIRESIDE FHE

2010-06-15T09:06:00.000-07:00

I found our fire pit in storage. The fire pit that we bought at the end of the season on clearance. Then never got to use it because we moved to Australia. Well last night we put it to use for FHE.

And of course we had to have some ooey, gooey goodness!

So much fun to feel like you are camping in your own backyard. I am sure this fire pit will be put to use many, many times. Maybe next time (when the kids don't have school the next day) we will set up the tent in the backyard and have a campout!
That is Kev and the kids will have a campout.
Me, I will sleep on my comfortable bed inside! LOL!

THOUGHTS FOR THURSDAY

2010-06-10T08:18:00.000-07:00

Why does it always seem like Thursday is sneaking up on me? It is here again and all those amazing (you bet they are) blog posts I meant to post didn't happen.

Who am I kidding - we have been sick around here. Nothing fun or interesting about that.

I have a current obsession and I am taking the first step to admitting it.
I can't get enough of the DI.
For those of you who don't know the DI is Desert Industries.
A Salvos type store.
[That's for all you on the other side of the world who still follow my blog - I am not sure how many of you there are.]

I bought a wooden rocking horse there for $3.
It appeases Rylee and her need to rock.
I painted it last week.
It looks brand new.
Now I just need to make the mane and tail out of fabric.

I also bought a little table and chair for $13
I am going to paint those as well.
The table will have blackboard paint on it for the kids to draw on.
I am loving the possibilities.

I have another problem - I read craft blogs regularly.
I never did this in Australia.
I have to admit that is probably because I didn't really know where to buy stuff to complete projects and it all seemed to expensive.
I haven't really crafted much in the past three years and I think I am making up for lost time.
I keep thinking of projects that would be so much fun for a new home.

The problem with this: I haven't scrapped much.
For a girl who used to scrap one page a night I am shifting gears a bit.
My free time isn't used up the same way any more.
Maybe I just need a break.
I did scrap a page last night at a speed scrap.
I felt a bit rusty and it took me longer than normal.
I even used my new kit (Sweet Siblings collab with Designs by Sarah Bennett) that I never used when I made it because I didn't have the time.
I am pleased with the results.
Not bad for not scrapping for two months.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE LADY!

2010-06-07T10:00:00.000-07:00

I can hardly believe that my little lady is three. Where has the time gone? It seems like yesterday I was watching into a little mirror so I could see her be born behind a blue curtain. I felt her little spirit enter the room that day. I was filled with love immediately for this precious little soul. I have been mesmerized by her ever since. She fills my days with joy. She brings a smile to my face often. She also gets into a lot of trouble - don't want you thinking she is perfect after all - but then smiles and you forget. How we love her.She is a bit scared in big crowds and so we just had her little cousins over for a party. It is amazing there are five of them born within a year of each other, and four live close by. I am sure they will all be good friends one day. Since the little cousins came over so did their siblings and we had a good time making necklaces and hitting a pinata. We did all things Hello Kitty - perfect for this little three year old.

Isn't this cake amazing?! I am so glad to be back home and have Heather make my cakes again. You see although I attempt, I am not so good. However, Heather, now she is amazing! Thanks again Heater! With all you have going on right now I feel so loved that you took the time out to do this for us! You are the best!

MORE THOUGHTS

2010-06-03T12:57:00.000-07:00

Has it seriously been a whole week since I posted something?
I am a slacker!

In my defense it was a long weekend.
We went up to the cabin - oh how I have missed the cabin (yes I should have posted pictures, gotta get them off my camera first).
No more than 20 minutes after we got home on Monday I got thrown up on by the little one.
She ate a lot of grasshopper cookies that morning and some milk.
Not a great combination when it all comes out all over her mother!
Seriously!
I could not believe how much chocolate milk shake stuff with a lovely smell came out of her.
The sickie germs then moved to the next oldest the next day.
Hopefully the rest of us will remain germ free.

I also drove North to meet some on-line friends IRL.
Still is so strange that I have friends whom I have never met before.
It was so nice to get to know them better.
I do not like to drive - especially on the freeway with all the big trucks.
My knuckles were white by the time I got there.
I got lost twice.
Who knew that a GPS would be good in Utah as well.
The sun finally began to shine just as we were leaving - thank you very much!

Over the past few weeks I have seen at least 20 houses.
A few are in my top list.
One we put an offer on.
Fingers crossed it all goes smoothly from here!

THOUGHTS FOR THURSDAY

2010-05-27T09:00:00.000-07:00

Here are my random thoughts:

I hate being over looked.
Somehow though it always seems to happen.
I must live in the shadows.
Either that or I just don't like confrontation so I don't stir the pot.

I am hating homework right now.
Madi has to do a lot of catch up work seeing as how she has missed most of this school year.
This means extra sheets in math.
I am no good at math - mostly distances and measurements.
She had to know which things were in the metric system - how should I know?
Yeah we did just move from a country that uses the metric system - still how should I know?
Wait until your father comes home he is brilliant and always knows the answers in math - especially measurements and distances.
This also means multiplication charts and division - maybe I missed the same year at school because I am no good at those either.
Isn't that why they invented calculators?

One thing I love about living back home.
FAMILY!!!
Tonight we got to go see a niece do her last percussion concert.
She was so amazing.
I couldn't believe how fast her hands were moving.
Love that we could go and see it!

We walked through a house yesterday!
It was amazing!
It was the first house we have looked at!
Seriously AMAZING!!!

Don't you love when people write in all caps?
IT MEANS I AM TOTALLY EXCITED!
IT ALSO MEANS I AM YELLING AT YOU!
Can you hear it?
So 3rd grade!

If you want to be my friend check yes or no!
Now that's 3rd grade.
Oh, to be young and free again.
You don't seem to notice as much that you get overlooked.

CHOPPED THE LOCKS

2010-05-26T09:08:00.000-07:00

She finally agreed it was time.

Time to cut the long hair she has been growing out for so long.

Time for no more tears in the morning and heaps of shampoo and conditioner used.

Time for a new look!

It all went to a good cause: locks of love

It will help little people who have lost their hair due to medical reasons.

Some little girl will be walking around with her sun bleached locks.

I am so proud of her and the decision she made to do this.

All I did was tell her about the organization about a year ago and she wanted to donate.

When it came right down to it she wasn't sure she wanted to give up her lovely locks.

You can do lots of fun things with long hair after all.

I am so glad that it is done.

No more tears in the morning and it is easy peasy.

Not only that, but look how cute she looks!

SNOW

2010-05-24T09:47:00.000-07:00

I was woken up this morning by the sound of six little feet running down the hall. They were so excited. "Grandma told us to look out the window! It's snowing!"

My first thought, "You have got to be kidding me, I thought we planned this well enough to miss all the snow!"

Sure enough it was snowing and not just a little bit either. Huge, wet, magical snowflakes were falling from the sky! We are not prepared for snow weather. We have nothing for the snow! Gum boots were worn to school and layers of clothes to keep warm. I do know this is spring snow. This means that it will probably melt before the afternoon arrives.

After staring mesmerized for about 20 minutes (the kids not me - I should point that out.), and the excitement mounting. We had a quick breakfast and got dressed. Then I let them play in the snow for a bit before school. We were late...hahaha!

After finally convincing them to get in the car I realized that I didn't have a snow scrapper. Back into the house I went to borrow my dad's. It has been a while since I have brushed snow off of my car. All these things are coming back to me. I remember that I am not a huge fan of the snow. But the look on my children's faces is magical. They don't really remember snow. They have seen pictures of themselves in it, but they don't remember it. Cooper was thrilled to eat it finally - he has been waiting for so long. Madi threw a snowball at Rylee and Rylee chased her to throw one back. All the magic of snow for children was alive in the house this morning. It is magical!

After we got the kids to school, just a bit late, Rylee wanted to play some more. This time I raided grandma's snow stash and found some mittens, a hat, some boots which were too big, and a coat with a broken zipper. Better than nothing. She spent a good amount of time walking in the snow. I tried to teach her how to make snow angels, but she didn't like the snow falling into her face.

Now the sun is peaking through the clouds. The snow is dropping in big wet clumps from the trees. The spring thaw is happening. Hopefully this will be the last snow we see for at least six months. Then the magic can happen all over again!

THOUGTHS FOR THURSDAY

2010-05-20T10:53:00.000-07:00

Years ago when Kevin was telling me his thoughts on something we coined the expression "IN THE WAK" (World according to Kevin) or "IN THE WAS" (World according to Stacy). Often we will tell each other something we are thinking end or start the conversation with "IN THE WAK...."

I thought it would be fun to put some of the thing that I view "IN THE WAS" up on Thursdays.

Here is your first installment of Thoughts for Thursday "IN THE WAS"
1. I am no Martha Stewart - and not just because I haven't been to jail.
2. I have been trying for years to perfect the folding of a fitted sheet - finally gave up a few years ago now they just manage to get into big puffy squares in my closet.
3. I hate to clean bathrooms.
4. While staying at my parents house I have two to clean - UGH!
5. They also happen to be the bathrooms that everyone uses when they come to visit Grandma Vonnie's house.
6. We need less grandsons in this family.
7. I hate to iron. I mean HATE to iron.
8. I don't do it very often.
9. I told Kev when we got married that he would have to do two things for himself - make his own lunch and iron his own clothes.
10. He buys wrinkle free shirts and hates it when I don't get them right out of the dryer.
11. I love having a BIG washer and dryer again.
12. I thought that maybe I would put a clothes line out in the backyard of my new house.
13. I am now rethinking this.
14. A nice, big dryer is so much easier.
15. Although I am not doing my part for Mother Earth anymore.
16. I guess I will have to do something else.
17. Like buy endless reusable bags.
18. I have a problem with reusable bags, and the first step is to admit it. I LOVE THEM!!! I have many of them!
19. At least I love them and I actually use them - that's more than I can say for most of the people I see at the shops. That is one thing I loved about Australia the use of reusable bags everywhere.
20. I brought my own bag to Target yesterday the cashier said to me, "OH WOW! You brought your own bag! Good for you!"
21. Seriously people they are not that hard to use. Think of all those bags that end up in the ocean or in the landfill. You will definitely be saving Mother Earth one bag at a time!
22. Plus you save 5 cents at Target every time!

Stay tuned for next weeks IN THE WAS! You know you don't want to miss out on diving into my mind.

A HOLY PLACE

2010-05-19T13:13:00.000-07:00

Monday night for FHE my mom suggested that we go take the kids to see the new Oquirrh Mountain Temple. Since Kev wasn't going to be around I thought it would be a great idea. I have to admit that I didn't go into it with the best attitude. The day had been a long one and I was tired and worn out. By the end I was glad that I went.

This temple is in such a beautiful location. On the edge of a quite, beautiful neighborhood it over looks the entire Salt Lake Valley. From this temple you can see three other temples in the valley as well. It has such a simple beautiful design. I love how you feel so peaceful even just being on the grounds on a temple. It truly is a House of the Lord.

I loved seeing Rylee's awe as she saw the Angel Moroni on top. She thought it was a real person and was worried that she would get wet. Yep you read that right. Rylee thinks that Moroni is a girl and I couldn't convince her otherwise. She also couldn't understand why there was no music coming out of the trumpet. To cute!

I was so sad when I found out that they were opening up two new temples in Utah while we were gone. Sad because I really wanted to take my kids through during the Open House. I wanted them to see inside and feel the wonderful Spirit that is present there. I wanted them to gain a greater appreciation for the temple and all the blessings that are offered therein. Someday I will take them to an Open House of a temple. Until then we will continue to go visit the grounds and talk about the importance of the temple in our lives.

The temple is such an important place. It is where we can feel closest to our Heavenly Father. It is a place where families are sealed to be together FOREVER! Because of the ordinances performed in these amazing buildings that dot the earth I can be together with these lovelies forever!

It is a place where we can help those who have passed on to have the wonderful blessings that we have here on earth. It is a place of love. A place of warmth and comfort. A place where the world just falls away and things of eternity are front and center. We are reminded of what really matters. It is a special sacred place. I feel so blessed to be close to so many of these amazing buildings

.
I love to see the temple
I'll go inside someday
I'll covenant with my Father
I'll promise to obey
For the temple is a House of God
A place of love and beauty,
As a child of God
I learn this truth
A family is a forever!

THE GIRLS

2010-05-17T20:31:00.000-07:00

One thing that I really missed while living in Australia was hanging out with my family. One thing I really missed was girls weekend. Every year in May the girls in my family all get together and go away for a night (this includes the in-laws, my mom, and my sisters). We shop, scrapbook, craft, laugh, and eat. I have missed it for the past two years and was so excited when I found out that it would be planned just after we got home!

Last weekend I got to go to Girls Weekend again. It did not disappoint. I laughed until I cried. I shopped until my feet hurt. I ate until I thought I might burst. How I have missed this sister time.

Thanks ladies. I am so glad to know that I still fit in! There is nothing better than Girls Weekend!

ADJUSTING

2010-05-13T10:33:00.001-07:00

I can hardly believe that it has been over a week since we left Australia. To be honest it feels like so much longer. We are unpacked. I still can't believe how much we fit into our 10 suitcases and carry-ons. We have mostly adjusted to the new time.

I have forgotten a few things:
1. Seriously people the portion sizes are HUGE!
2. $1.64 for a gallon of milk? Wowzer! I was paying over $3 for 3 liters.
3. The smell of lilac bushes in the spring.
4. How amazing the mountains look with snow covering the tops.
5. The sound of family dinners - we are a noisy bunch!
6. Roads where there can be a car parked on the side and still two cars can drive by with plenty of room to spare.
7. How good Cafe Rio smells and tastes!
8. How few trees there are in Utah. I guess it is a desert after all!

It just feels like home. I love this place. I love being with family. Spending time with them and hanging out! I love that my kids can spend time with their cousins and grandparents. I love the mountains! I fell in love with Australia, but there is no place like home!

STARTING ANEW

2010-05-13T10:06:00.000-07:00

I guess we need a new blog - we are no long "down under".
When I was thinking about a new blog I kept thinking about this turning point in our lives.
Life has to change - if it didn't it would be boring.
Almost 12 years ago Kevin and I were married.
We asked my newly returned missionary brother (like three days returned) to do the music for us at our reception.
Nothing like throwing someone into life again right?
Later when we were watching the wedding video we heard Greenday as cake was being shoved into my face, up my nose, and somehow missing my dress (good thing or Kev would have had to deal with my mother...lol!)
Watch the music video here

Time of your life - Greenday
Another turning point;
a fork stuck in the road.

Time grabs you by the wrist;
directs you where to go.

So make the best of this test
and don't ask why.

It's not a question
but a lesson learned in time.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs
and still frames in your mind.

Hang it on a shelf
In good health and good time.

Tattoos of memories
and dead skin on trial.

For what it's worth,
it was worth all the while.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

(music break)

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

Now, I am not a huge Greenday fan.
I had roommates who used to blast their music and it was too much for my taste, but I do like this song.
It became our song.

Kevin put it on a mixed CD for me for Valentines a few years ago - all songs that make him think of me.
I love to listen to that CD in the car.

The lyrics are so fitting.
Life is unpredictable.
We make memories.
We make a difference (hopefully) in people's lives.
In the end it is right.
In the end it is worth it.

We have had the time of our lives for the past 11 years.
We have had many adventures since those naive young people "tied the knot".
Kevin has helped me to become someone I never dreamed possible.
He has made me stretch and grow.
We have more fantastic memories to come and this is a fantastic time of our life.